Oct 23, 2005 22:19
well.. its just another week in the year and my has gone by rather well. working 6 days a week isnt that bad.. it kinda sucks because id like 2 days off atleast but i gotta make the money..
i had fun this weekend too. hung out with some people i havent chilled with in forever. fucking laughed my ass off hardcore. i like laughing a lot. i dont know what it is but humor.. i just fucking love it. i think humor is a major part of my life. i know when to take things seriously but i also know when to laugh my ass off. friday night nate,ben,prep,joe,lindsey,harsh and myself had a great night. we were drinkin seagrams 7 and we had a vast amount of beer. i slept awesome that night. i woke up the next day and just relaxed. it was great to just kinda sit back and watch some tv. i havent done that in forever. im just tired when i get home from work and i do my ebay shit after i get off work at night. ive been doing awesome on ebay. im up to about 700 in sales this month! my life has just totally shifted in a different direction. a direction i had no idea existed. i actually enjoy my life now. theres no drama in it at all. i dont give a shit about anything. i just actually have a great time when i go out now.
so i met a girl recently.. i dont know where things are going. i dont know if i want a relationship. i enjoy being single and not worrying about bullshit. i know if i start a relationship then i will not be doing as much shit with my friends and i do not want that. i think my friends matter more to me than being tied down 24/7 to someone. dont get me wrong, id love to fall in love again, but not now , not here. shes a really sweet girl and has a great personality. i just dont want to commit. i dont know whats going to happen, but i'll eventually find out. it kinda excites me because in a way i dont want to lose someone who would be great to me but i also dont want to be tied down right now. im enjoying everything right now. ahh what the hell, might as well give it a try ,couldnt hurt.. atleast i dont think.
i just talked to jon a little while ago. it was good catching up and shit. he was telling me a lot of funny shit that has happened down there. i cant wait for him to come home in december. were def going to fucking party our asses off. im pumped now! all the boys back together in the same town.. uh oh..
well this weekend is going to be the shit! i cannot wait! i love halloween. its an excuse to have a good fucking time and not give a shit about it. well im gonna go now bc ive got some things to take care of..
chrissie, you drunk-dialed me at 3:56 am this morning you crazy ass! your message sounded really funny because i could defintely tell you were drunk..