it's been a while..
wow, well i have not updated in forever. i just got up a few minutes ago and i am pretty stoked about playing with the band today. finally everyone will be here. we can actually do some shit now, maybe even record today. i hope this shit goes well because i am ready to start playing shows. all this practice has to pay off for something..
i didnt do shit last night. andy, chase, sharina, courtney and i sat around and watched rescue me and 30 days. we were drinkin and tokin, i think thats why we just got glued to the television. some pretty good shit comes on FX. one of my favorite channels. i dont know whats going on tonight but i have to fucking work tomorrow at goddamn 8:30. i know it will be slow as fuck. tomorrow will be the biggest waste of time. my job pisses me off so much. this will be like the 3rd holiday ive worked now and ive been there for over 3 months now. i think im going to ask for a raise. im so ready to get out of the restaraunt business.
i cannot wait to finish school. a part of me is ready to grow up and the other half wants to remain the big kid i am. it's going to be a tough decision but i know what i truly want.. life has not been too great here. it seems like everyone is going in their own direction of what they want to do. it's rare for everyone to get together and have a good time without the drama.
on other notes, carlyn came and visited me last sunday night. it made me so incredibly happy. i think the happiest i have been all summer. her flight was changed to the next day so she came over and we watched tv, talked, etc. all the feelings come back to me when she's next to me, when i talk to her, when i see her. when i hold her, i just dont want to even let go. it sucks shes so far away, but we'll see what happens in the future. i mean i will defintely wait for her, but in the meantime, we'll see what happens. i hate being so lonely all the time. i havent dated anyone in an extravagant amount of time, im talkin like almost close to 2 years.. it sucks not having anyone there when you want them to be.
in other news, yesterday, colma, andy and i went to a graveyard that had a huge ditch, tall grass and an open field. we had 5 foot poles and went scurrying along the field. doing what? slaying every snake that came our way. it was pretty fun but sucked for the snakes. hey, id rather be safe than sorry. i dont want some stupid snake biting me. but i will tell you, they are some sneaky slick bastardos. we manages to come out alive with 4 in our name. haha. sound like fuckin steve irwin.
to sum it up... work, being stupid, work, missing someone so much.
take care everyone
i didnt do shit last night. andy, chase, sharina, courtney and i sat around and watched rescue me and 30 days. we were drinkin and tokin, i think thats why we just got glued to the television. some pretty good shit comes on FX. one of my favorite channels. i dont know whats going on tonight but i have to fucking work tomorrow at goddamn 8:30. i know it will be slow as fuck. tomorrow will be the biggest waste of time. my job pisses me off so much. this will be like the 3rd holiday ive worked now and ive been there for over 3 months now. i think im going to ask for a raise. im so ready to get out of the restaraunt business.
i cannot wait to finish school. a part of me is ready to grow up and the other half wants to remain the big kid i am. it's going to be a tough decision but i know what i truly want.. life has not been too great here. it seems like everyone is going in their own direction of what they want to do. it's rare for everyone to get together and have a good time without the drama.
on other notes, carlyn came and visited me last sunday night. it made me so incredibly happy. i think the happiest i have been all summer. her flight was changed to the next day so she came over and we watched tv, talked, etc. all the feelings come back to me when she's next to me, when i talk to her, when i see her. when i hold her, i just dont want to even let go. it sucks shes so far away, but we'll see what happens in the future. i mean i will defintely wait for her, but in the meantime, we'll see what happens. i hate being so lonely all the time. i havent dated anyone in an extravagant amount of time, im talkin like almost close to 2 years.. it sucks not having anyone there when you want them to be.
in other news, yesterday, colma, andy and i went to a graveyard that had a huge ditch, tall grass and an open field. we had 5 foot poles and went scurrying along the field. doing what? slaying every snake that came our way. it was pretty fun but sucked for the snakes. hey, id rather be safe than sorry. i dont want some stupid snake biting me. but i will tell you, they are some sneaky slick bastardos. we manages to come out alive with 4 in our name. haha. sound like fuckin steve irwin.
to sum it up... work, being stupid, work, missing someone so much.
take care everyone