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Aug 18, 2003 01:04

...once again, it's been a while since I've been online... not that it really matters much. I'm lonely... just spent pretty much the last week completely with my girlfriend... even slept over at her house a few times... last night, the first night in forever (it seems) that I've slept at my house (alone, of course,) I had so much trouble getting to sleep... I almost ended up crying myself to sleep again... I miss Steph... I miss falling asleep next to her and waking up next to her... I miss the time we spent together... I just want to be with her again... but I can't... her mom's a sadistic bitch that only wants to ruin Steph's life and our relationship... but we'll work through it, I'm sure... I hope... I've just felt so alone today... other than the three hours work took out of my day, I pretty much lied in bed and partially slept all day... and I still feel tired and alone... however, I think I'm going to go lie down again and hug my bear... maybe I'll sleep through the night...

until I find time again...
:::KBtE
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