My Never...

May 01, 2009 04:44

What do you call a person that is your...never. That person that you wish could be the one, you know that they're sent from heaven above, but you just can't reach them, so they're your never. You know? "My never."

This is dedicated to someone who was very special to me, and will always be a part of my life. And I just don't think she knows how special she is. It's about being totally taken away by somebody's beauty and awe, and the mystery of not having them. And falling in love with that dream that they're the perfect person. And it's falling in love, it makes you feel like you're falling in love, like you met that you think "oh my god, I could spend the rest of my life with them," at first glance. It's about someone who will be in my life forever, and I hope they appreciate it."


Will you think of me, in time?
It's never my luck, so nevermind
I wanna say your name, tut the pain starts again
It's never my luck, so nevermind

Chorus:
And I had a dream that you were with me
It wasn't my fault
You rolled me over, flipped me over
Like a somersault
That doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her heaven

Will you wait for me, in time?
It's never my luck, so nevermind
And yeah, I've lost a lot of what
I don't expect to ever return
I tend to push 'em
Til the pushing's turned from hurting to burn
I always take them to that place
I thought they wanted to go
But end up dancing round
This clown commands applause at his show

Chorus:
I had a dream that you were with me
And it wasn't my fault
You rolled me over, flipped me over
A somersault
That doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her heaven
Her heaven
Heaven, oh-oh
Heaven

And I can only dream of you in sleep
But I never see sunlight again
I can try to be with you
But somehow I'll end up just losing a friend
I can only reach for you, relate to you
I'm losing my friend
Where did she go?
Where?

Chorus:
I had a dream that you were with me
It wasn't my fault
You rolled me over, flipped me over
Like a somersault
That doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her heaven

I stood outside her heaven
Let me in to your heaven
I want to live inside your heaven
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