damage control

Oct 29, 2005 03:20

kim, you're not a racist. i'm sorry if anyone actually thought i said that, but it's clearly not true and it's not what i said. i'm sorry people got so offended at something i clearly didn't mean. but i will say this (and it goes for me as well) we all need to open our minds a bit at the possibility that the lives we're living might be subject to reexamination. hell, it's the reason why we're in school; to challenge ourselves. if you're not willing to do that, then you don't have a right to get angry.

second, kayla, you know how i feel. i'm not going to drag it out here for the world to see, but I would appreciate it if you gave me the hour i requested. it wasn't asking much and today's been a pretty shitty day leading up to the last time we spoke when you snubbed me again. 12 hours of festering thoughts came to a head when that was your response. I could say a lot right now right here that i wish I could say to you in person, but I'm going to restrain myself. I wouldn't want to be attacked again (this time by people who shouldn't even be involved).

A year ago I might have wanted to kill myself, but now i'm just irate. I'll still be pissed when you decide to talk to me, so it might as well be sooner than later. Call me sometime today so we can sort this shit out. Who knows, you might actually not be angry at me afterwards. It certainly won't go away by pretending I don't exist.
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