Addio, mio amore proibito
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Ryohei's already told me. He says Tsunayoshi is suppose to come and tell me himself, but I am not counting on such a spineless human being to come and handle his business upfront like a real man. Like a real Don should.
To be quite honest, I am beyond pissed at this entire design. Tsunayoshi was defective. I wasted nearly ten years of my life and left myself to be caught by Vindicare just so I could look out for this boy and raise him into the Don I could be proud to manipulate and take everything from. Was any of that really worth it now? Everything I've done out of thinking he cares about any of them and it turns out he doesn't. I didn't peg a person like Reborn to be so wrong about everything.
It's disgusting.
This Japanese child is spitting on Nono's decision to make him don over Xanxus. He is tarnishing the blood of Primo that even allowed him to BE Don. Let's not forget Xanxus himself could be made laughing stock of all the mafia for this... which in actually sort of amusing, but I can't see him thinking so.
I dealt with Chrome for him. I bothered going back to those people that gave me to the Estraneo just to get her and use her for his need. I put myself through allowing her a happiness and eventually being rejected for that happiness. At the least, this development could all and all have me go kill her. His blatant display of showing he couldn't care provokes me to erase all of my mistakes. Mukuro Rokudo must be without flaw. Not to mention someone should have disemboweled that woman to prevent her from blemishing this world a second time before it ever happened.
I do believe I'll be taking a trip to Japan now to make sure of this. The nerve of people. Reproducing is not a right, it's a privilege, and hers was revoked long long ago.
Dino's ridiculous ulcer? For absolutely nothing now. I would say I hope that eats at him, but the ulcer sort of already is. Naming Hibari his heir is useless. None of his men would follow that twit. He had no loyalties, no personality, no care for their finances or their lives. He must reproduce and stop being such a, for lack of suitable word, bitch about it. Hibari will be nothing but a glorified flunky for the rest of his life and a bedmate for all who can stand him for that long.
I should follow him. If he goes, I will follow him. I will break both of his arms and possibly gag him. If I must remove his legs then I will. I will find a use for this boy as the head of the mafia even if I have to torture it out of him. I will not have this time I've invested be for nothing. Ten years of my life was wasted preparing this arrogant child. One of those years was spend shoveling him affections he in turn gives Gokudera who decides he'll go for the easiest lay he can get by settling for the only retard that would put up with his useless ass. As a right hand man he has failed Tsunayoshi. He should have prevented this from ever happening and yet he finds being shacked up and getting laid so much more important.
This has me all the more angry. How is this useless, failing organization even worth my hate and undying devotion to rip it apart at the seams?
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[Second cut]
Ken. Chikusa. You both now belong to The Millefiore family. Maybe now you can actually be of some use to someone and not be as disgustingly useless as you were t-
No. That is wrong of me. Neither of you have wronged me. You both are, in fact, the only things I truly have left in this world, correct? If the both of you wish to speak to me about this sudden development, I am willing to listen. You know where to find me. If our hatred, if our very reason for living becomes for naught, would you two still follow me to hell? Or is it a false affection much like what was given by Chr- Nagi?
Lancia, you are not an object to me that can or would be handed over so willingly. Meet with him and assess at your will.
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Mathew, pick a day. Per quanto sia raro il vero amore, la vera amicizia è ancor più rara.