fuck!
Yes I titled this with a profane word.
It turns out that I was being Manipulated most of 2007 by a person who shall remain nameless, this person had me convinced about non-demonic-possession ie. Spirits from Non demons possessing a body. Far fetched yes. But in my defense i needed something to make sense, and non-demonic-possession made sense to me.
Turns out this person was lying to get close to another friend of mine. See she believed that person more then i did. My internal BS alarm would sound off like a fucking Klaxon everytime this person would be "possessed" but i wanted to believe. I don't feel angry just humiliated for actually disregarding my Gut feelings and very sad for my other friend who is probably really hurt although i haven't had contact with her yet but i'm trying.
I'm not stupid, I needed sense in 2007 I can chalk this one up to 2007's general suck-tastic-ness and i can move on. yet another "friend" i've had to cut out of my life.
at least i'm pairing down friends to people who i can actually count on.
sid
It turns out that I was being Manipulated most of 2007 by a person who shall remain nameless, this person had me convinced about non-demonic-possession ie. Spirits from Non demons possessing a body. Far fetched yes. But in my defense i needed something to make sense, and non-demonic-possession made sense to me.
Turns out this person was lying to get close to another friend of mine. See she believed that person more then i did. My internal BS alarm would sound off like a fucking Klaxon everytime this person would be "possessed" but i wanted to believe. I don't feel angry just humiliated for actually disregarding my Gut feelings and very sad for my other friend who is probably really hurt although i haven't had contact with her yet but i'm trying.
I'm not stupid, I needed sense in 2007 I can chalk this one up to 2007's general suck-tastic-ness and i can move on. yet another "friend" i've had to cut out of my life.
at least i'm pairing down friends to people who i can actually count on.
sid