Excitement
I gotta tell ya doing nice things for people really DOES make you feel good inside. After our Excursion to AP. Kili mentioned that there were SOO MANY other things she wanted to buy but she was sad because she didn't have a credit card (wich you need to order stuff online) to buy them with... so i agreed that if she were to pay me the cost i'd happily use my card (which has a small limit) to supply her with the things she wanted... i mean if y'all saw the quality of goods AP sells you'd wanna go out and buy some too.. kinda makes me lust for a pair of silk satin boxers to call my own... i know they are not as sexy but hey comfort would in effect rule.
Brandi and i worked together last night and i drove her home... i like her, she's a flirt, fun to be around and a generally smart person, all of these things are high on my list of likeables the prospect of a new female friendship is exciting and almost scary, i feel very attracted to her. There are some boundaries i must observe
a) we work together: this means i gotta keep the flirting to a minimum to get my job done and to clear the "sexual harassment panda" rules of tim hortons, which as much as the video makes a almost mocking reference to sexual harassment i will not purposely overstep that boundary.
b) She's younger then me 17, to my 23 now thats not a Giant gap but it is socially big which means i must be carful how i conduct myself. IE
The way Shelley and I carry on probably won't be as acceptable as kili or amanda and i do.
Again exciting and scary, Brandi doesn't act like she's 17 and i bet i don't act like i'm 23 but we are what we are. and since this isn't a big deal yet i'll let things run their course and take things at a speed that is comfortable for both me and her, thats the most intellegnet thing i could do at this time and place
did i mention she's cute to? hahaha i think i might be smitten i can hear the chants now lol
sidney
p.s. in the next update i think i might start posting my demons, i read this comic called
100 demons
and it's given me an idea
more on that later
NIGHT
Brandi and i worked together last night and i drove her home... i like her, she's a flirt, fun to be around and a generally smart person, all of these things are high on my list of likeables the prospect of a new female friendship is exciting and almost scary, i feel very attracted to her. There are some boundaries i must observe
a) we work together: this means i gotta keep the flirting to a minimum to get my job done and to clear the "sexual harassment panda" rules of tim hortons, which as much as the video makes a almost mocking reference to sexual harassment i will not purposely overstep that boundary.
b) She's younger then me 17, to my 23 now thats not a Giant gap but it is socially big which means i must be carful how i conduct myself. IE
The way Shelley and I carry on probably won't be as acceptable as kili or amanda and i do.
Again exciting and scary, Brandi doesn't act like she's 17 and i bet i don't act like i'm 23 but we are what we are. and since this isn't a big deal yet i'll let things run their course and take things at a speed that is comfortable for both me and her, thats the most intellegnet thing i could do at this time and place
did i mention she's cute to? hahaha i think i might be smitten i can hear the chants now lol
sidney
p.s. in the next update i think i might start posting my demons, i read this comic called
100 demons
and it's given me an idea
more on that later
NIGHT