Apr 22, 2006 03:03
ami a decent person i mean do i deserve to be treated like shit all the time i feel like my place is on the bottom of something i dunno
people say they dont like you a certain way but do the exact same thing to put you in that mood over and over again im just sick of it
ive decided to make a few changes in my life and they should either take place like today or by the next week
didnt go to work today i was still high from the night before but from now on im missing no work i can tell its gunna be a problem if i do...and the part that sucks is that yesterday i was being treated like an actual employee instead of the kid who was friends with the owners son it felt kinda nice then today i just go and miss work for the second friday in a row (last week was the teeth pulling)
next saturday i get my others pulled and ill be going all the way under so i will be needing to be taken care of my ma says im supposed to be at my grandmas then but i dunno if ill want to go if im messed up i might stay with my ma or something cause i probably shouldnt stay here
kingdom hearts i only have one more world to 100% and like a couple things to systhesis and i should have the secret ending...I suck at castlevania but i still like it
ive gotton so mad today i have upset my stomache and it sucks...supposed to work tomorrow most likely will get called off again....who cares...
really doubting my lifes worth right now think ill go sit on the toilet
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