Update.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED............
apperantly i cant sleep right now which sucks cause i start working tomorrow errr today and i haveto get up in 3 hours to leave for work and it should be tiring work
still dont know how imma get to work the days their gone my ride right now seems iffy so...not too sure... it doesnt seem too far away i think if i have to imma walk. walking in the morning or late at nights cool though cause its like the whole citys pretty much quiet and it seems so calm only time i can walk and think and come out positive...
ive become pretty bored with a lot of things lately the videogames and pretty much life so hopefully this new job will help me not be so blah...
i got a call this yesterday asking for me to come in an hour later and so i did got there was bored out of my mind for an hour and then chris came in and started talking to me hes cool they tried to call him off but they didnt get in touch with him and they failed but they said that one of us could go home and for him to ask me if i wanted to i said sure because i just didnt care it just was so dull...he offered me a ride home but i refused cause i wanted to walk i said i had to do some shopping
i went to blockbuster and opened either a dbz ot gt and put it between some movies i forget which one...i need a good paperclip or another knife like mine ill look for one online later
me and D are good i guess apperantly we fight alot but its because we live together i dunno shell be away for a few days and apperantly shell be hanging out with AJ while im at work so she'll have a life while i work all the time...i might have to get one of those after i work...and get my CS taken care of still have 40 hours to go...and i have to go to dinner with my GM and my GGM
I get paid on tuesday from Caesarsland and i think if i can get to the bank soon enough imma go eat at the chinese food resturant at Hoover11 right after so i can get my ABC...i dont care what i need money for "I WANT MY SHIT"
sometime soon i think ill stay at bills/davids like on a Fri or Sat night and MAYBE we can get a crave case...now when we go past a WC i start to whimper which is sad but it happens...if not ill just have to save up a couple bucks and go for a nice long walk...
k 2 and a half hours and i have to be getting reaady for work...
been reaqlly depressed lately over my cat that ive had since i like moved to CL...my mom took her to the vet and he said that shes depressed...now im wondering if it has been for a while or just because i left cause my ma doesnt really pay much attention to her
listening to linkin parks like emo song...my december...the slow version
i need to get Ds present still for her b day and i have to finish paying off kingdom hearts II like all in march...i guess its a good thing Justin got me this job that will work me more hopefully i keep it havent welded since like 9th grade and forgot everything from that so i might have to remember fast
MY EYES ARE TIRED but i cant fall asleep and i know if i do now im not getting up till like noon so i cant even try
im getting easily annnoyed by a lot of things lately and i dont like it...things that i used to like have changed and life just seems to be going down...if you can call what i have a life
the other day fresh air hurt when i first tried to take a deep breath at first i couldnt my lung just stopped taking in air...i dont like being a shut in but it seems like i have to be...if the weather was warm i wouldnt but this coldness effects me so theres not much i can do
OOOOOO the highlight of the week was we went to do the laundry at like 11 the other NIGHT...and they have a simpsons pinball machine...I SUCK AT PINBALL...and yet i demolished the record...like i think i doubled the score theres like 5 top scores then a grand something or another and my score had a 1, and the high score normally had a 50 so i think i did double it i didnt put my name in cause after i finished dieing darlene asked me if she had something in her nose...so it just had like a Y there...i still know it was me...only thing i dont like about pinball when i play is that i cant see the score board and all the cool effects things that happen i can only see the ball and where its going
ive got D playing yoshis island like as an all day thing now...at least shes playing something...
i think ive wasted enough of your time
"and when im gone just carry on dont mourn"
♥
apperantly i cant sleep right now which sucks cause i start working tomorrow errr today and i haveto get up in 3 hours to leave for work and it should be tiring work
still dont know how imma get to work the days their gone my ride right now seems iffy so...not too sure... it doesnt seem too far away i think if i have to imma walk. walking in the morning or late at nights cool though cause its like the whole citys pretty much quiet and it seems so calm only time i can walk and think and come out positive...
ive become pretty bored with a lot of things lately the videogames and pretty much life so hopefully this new job will help me not be so blah...
i got a call this yesterday asking for me to come in an hour later and so i did got there was bored out of my mind for an hour and then chris came in and started talking to me hes cool they tried to call him off but they didnt get in touch with him and they failed but they said that one of us could go home and for him to ask me if i wanted to i said sure because i just didnt care it just was so dull...he offered me a ride home but i refused cause i wanted to walk i said i had to do some shopping
i went to blockbuster and opened either a dbz ot gt and put it between some movies i forget which one...i need a good paperclip or another knife like mine ill look for one online later
me and D are good i guess apperantly we fight alot but its because we live together i dunno shell be away for a few days and apperantly shell be hanging out with AJ while im at work so she'll have a life while i work all the time...i might have to get one of those after i work...and get my CS taken care of still have 40 hours to go...and i have to go to dinner with my GM and my GGM
I get paid on tuesday from Caesarsland and i think if i can get to the bank soon enough imma go eat at the chinese food resturant at Hoover11 right after so i can get my ABC...i dont care what i need money for "I WANT MY SHIT"
sometime soon i think ill stay at bills/davids like on a Fri or Sat night and MAYBE we can get a crave case...now when we go past a WC i start to whimper which is sad but it happens...if not ill just have to save up a couple bucks and go for a nice long walk...
k 2 and a half hours and i have to be getting reaady for work...
been reaqlly depressed lately over my cat that ive had since i like moved to CL...my mom took her to the vet and he said that shes depressed...now im wondering if it has been for a while or just because i left cause my ma doesnt really pay much attention to her
listening to linkin parks like emo song...my december...the slow version
i need to get Ds present still for her b day and i have to finish paying off kingdom hearts II like all in march...i guess its a good thing Justin got me this job that will work me more hopefully i keep it havent welded since like 9th grade and forgot everything from that so i might have to remember fast
MY EYES ARE TIRED but i cant fall asleep and i know if i do now im not getting up till like noon so i cant even try
im getting easily annnoyed by a lot of things lately and i dont like it...things that i used to like have changed and life just seems to be going down...if you can call what i have a life
the other day fresh air hurt when i first tried to take a deep breath at first i couldnt my lung just stopped taking in air...i dont like being a shut in but it seems like i have to be...if the weather was warm i wouldnt but this coldness effects me so theres not much i can do
OOOOOO the highlight of the week was we went to do the laundry at like 11 the other NIGHT...and they have a simpsons pinball machine...I SUCK AT PINBALL...and yet i demolished the record...like i think i doubled the score theres like 5 top scores then a grand something or another and my score had a 1, and the high score normally had a 50 so i think i did double it i didnt put my name in cause after i finished dieing darlene asked me if she had something in her nose...so it just had like a Y there...i still know it was me...only thing i dont like about pinball when i play is that i cant see the score board and all the cool effects things that happen i can only see the ball and where its going
ive got D playing yoshis island like as an all day thing now...at least shes playing something...
i think ive wasted enough of your time
"and when im gone just carry on dont mourn"
♥