The Dark

[king_nick]

Yesterday was fun. Woke up with the sound of video games in the background and played for a bit before I turned the computer on, talked to some people and then called mal for our outing. We went to First Choice so I could get my hair cut, then to M&M Meat Shops so I could give them more of my money. We went to MacDonalds and had happy meals, then a joint on the way to get Malo's tattoo at Kara's Day Spa. We went to my house where I made supper for everyone, and then Shane came up from the smokestacks and we went to Mal's and then The Source to chill with Mike when he was off work, Sir Kevin showed up and he picked up Beth after we got Shane's beer and Dope from Corey. We chilled at the church parking lot until we decided to call it a night, and then Shane and I walked Mal home before walking to Lucien where Shane caught the bus. I went home and had a bite to eat and played some games until I fell asleep.

But I'm fucked in the head. Yesterday was supposed to have that sort of affect on me according to my astrologist and I think she was right. Messages, and uncertain thoughts. But I see things differently now, and I feel closer to some and farther from others.
My dreams last night were fucked too, I cont remember all of it but I know what I felt, betrayal, by every single person I know. After I fell asleep again we were at a crazy carnival and just chillin' until shit started to really get crazy. Then I had a dream about hooking up with the most ghetto girl I have ever met, ahh fuck! Needless to say today is a day where I'm going to spend alot of time thinking.

My plans for the day include:
-Coffee with Holly and maybe Stefalie
-Dinner with Dad, Sis, and Unckle Brian
-Shane may venture up again, and hopefully Jet Li's last Martial Arts Epic, Fearless. Because Crank is no longer in theatres. :(
-Sleep before work 10-6 on Saturday

I can be better than who I am.

.nick