Jan 01, 2008 23:27
so ive just spent my new years trapped in fuckin ballad where i know absolutely no one so that fuckin blew, but what make it worse is i was stuck there for a fuckin week straight. the first full day of me bein there my fuckin first sergant is callin flippin out sayin i gotta get back right away, fuckin moron we have 8 c&e techs here, one of them missing isnt goin to mean the end of the fuckin world. it blew fuckin ass cause for an entire fucking week i talked to no one, through this event i have discovered that i am a very social being. i seriousy thought i was gonna lose it down there man. oh and my fuckin ncos i call those fucks up 3 times for 2 days and no answer on the third day the 2nd call i get a hold of one of em,
oh just make sure to call us regularly and let us know whats up-cliff
umm ive called six times in the last two days man and nobodys answered-me
okay just make sure to call us more often-cliff
dude did you even hear what i just said-me
just that much more proof that i work with a pack of fuckin retards.
now onto the holy shit i hate myslef part. k i met this chick a couple months before i deployed, we went out on dates a few times, then the day before i deployed i managed to get her in the sack. now since then ive been thinkin about her a lot, i realize that im crazy about her. i dunno what to do about her, i mean that smart side of me is telling me to move the fuck on. but i really dont fucking want to , i mean i am full on crazy about this chick, so what ive come up with to do so far is to play it by ear, however it just comes back to the movin along, and i really dont wanna do that. god im a fuckin freak.