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well work sucks and all but like 3 people are freakin out, pt training shit is real tough i actually threw up from that shit today,raeleen went and she fuckin kiked assit was crazy, so in all everything sucks, and the lonelyness is starting to creep up again, which fuckin sucks cause i really could do without that shit right now. and on the chick front im still makin no progress the 2 people i would actually go out with are uninterested, 1 thinks of me as just a freind, and the other just doesnt even know i exist, well on the 2nd its not like we talk i mean ive only seen her once and i talked to her for like an hour or an hour and a half, well ive got her on one of these freinds sites, but shes never on the net,then theres the fact that i freak out around women i like, i should just forget about her, but i just cant get her out of my head shes so damn beautiful