its been 8 months since, and i dont know what that means.
maybe i've been hanging around too many japanese people lately or letting the themes of their anime get to me but-
some part of me really believes that if i just keep searching the internet, he'll be there. somewhere. and i keep looking.
he's out there. i know its true. because i've already gotten close. sometimes i see his face and sometimes people mention him, and if this 'place' both exists and doesnt exist, then what is the difference between that and heaven?
and i keep looking. why should death, some dumb biological process get in my way? i'll keep looking.
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"So crucify the ego, before its far too late, and leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical, and you will come to find that we are all one mind, capable of all that imagined and all conceivable, just let the light touch you, and let the words spill through, and let them pass right through, bring out our hope and reason... before we pine away..."
see, we were all connected once, and it is our physicality that now separates us and is our flaw- so we create this technology links us together again, supplements what we lost. so he can't have left, because we're all forever connected again. you'll see.
some part of me really believes that if i just keep searching the internet, he'll be there. somewhere. and i keep looking.
he's out there. i know its true. because i've already gotten close. sometimes i see his face and sometimes people mention him, and if this 'place' both exists and doesnt exist, then what is the difference between that and heaven?
and i keep looking. why should death, some dumb biological process get in my way? i'll keep looking.
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"So crucify the ego, before its far too late, and leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical, and you will come to find that we are all one mind, capable of all that imagined and all conceivable, just let the light touch you, and let the words spill through, and let them pass right through, bring out our hope and reason... before we pine away..."
see, we were all connected once, and it is our physicality that now separates us and is our flaw- so we create this technology links us together again, supplements what we lost. so he can't have left, because we're all forever connected again. you'll see.