Where is my Heart to go...?

[king_evets]

I'm feeling that pain again. I want to breakdown and cry. But some unknown force is holding me up. I'm thinking about it a lot. Why can't I ever have that thing called love... Why am I forsaken. I'm buried under miles of pain, why won't anyone set me free... ~B

This is the first time in months that I've been like this and I hate it.