To the affinity of my mind...

[king_0f_clubs]

What's up all? to whom is this addressed?...no one in particular, just anyone who cares to know what has been on my mind for the last few nights that I have NOT posted! You might ask yourself what I have been doing for the last few nights...I have been staying up each night so late that the night seems to bleed over into the faint light of the day. I really have no idea why, but I know that it has a lot to do with the fact that I have been in Frankfort for the last two weeks! Also, add in the fact that I have only gotten about 14 hours of sleep in that time frame and you have what I've been doing...a bunch of nothing. Though the world spins away from itself, I have paid attention to the days I have been able to spend time with Jiordan. She is the only one who keeps my seems of sanity from ripping away from the fabric that is my mind...I guess you could say she is a tailor for my mind. I love the girl so much, but at the same time, don't know how to show it...like the other day, we had a small talk about marriage, yes the big "M" word! The strangest thing was that while we were talking about it, I pictured her and I married with two beautiful kids,the kind you would kill to call your own,and found myself smiling at the picture that I have still framed in my mind...why, you might ask? No real idea, I just know that the thought makes me happy, and he who is happy has the world! So, to my angel I say thank you for opening my mind to that image...thank you baby...for giving me the world! I feel that I must make this fact known...baby, I will do ANYTHING to make you happy! If I have to break my back working long hours, so that I can buy you something that will make you smile...I'LL DO IT! I love you baby...more than you know. Well, I had to say all that, but I'm out...PEACE

P.S. my love to the clan and my angel...I love you so much!