Beautiful Monster ~ Part 11
Title: Beautiful Monster
Characters: OCs/Male K-Pop Idols
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Love and War of Beast Men/Women, Homosapiens, and Vampires
Author's Note: Blasian Fic... Sorry for Spelling and Grammar errors
Dee was here in no time, and like a mad woman I watch as she and her two other ghost like selves pack my things. Yeah, that was her power, to duplicate herself, only she could make two, and they’re ghost like. Before I knew we was leaving to go to her place. This would be the first time I’ve ever been there. On the way there she was telling me about what’s been going on, and I thank God that I didn’t get caught snooping around them Zoanthropes home, but still have to get Geun Suk out of there. All this new born and war mess was sounding more crazy then I thought it would. I know Vampires and Zoanthropes are not beings you want to fuck with, but from the way things was sounding, if this gets out of hand, there won’t be anyone around to mess with once this all is over.
“Don’t worry to much about it, we gonna get him out there and end this shit.” she finished. Happy to know that this Jihoon guy is an older brother to her. She don’t talk about knowing that could cause trouble for her and the others.
“Just make sure you come back to me when all of this is over.”
She smile. “You’re such a sweetheart. You know that?”
“Dee.” I said little more stern.
“You run when I tell you to… and I’ll find you as soon as it’s over.”
“This sounds crazy… I should be the one telling you to run and that I’ll come looking for you when it’s done.”
“If it should be like that, then you would be like that, but God wants it like this… and your no less of a man for it… Besides, I wouldn’t give you the time and day if you was a pussy.” I had roll my eyes at that and laugh a little. This was not like them novels you read about Vampires and there souls being damned or whatever you want to call it. Both Zoanthrope and Vampire are Humans, just a different species of it. In which they do believe in God, and any other religion they grew up in before they changed. Like a catepillare turning into a butterfly, it’s natural for them to make that change. No cruses involved, no devil or evil sprites. He have a choice to either got to heaven or hell and how they live their life will determine where they will go when they meet God himself.
“What the hell?” The car came to a sudden stop.
“What’s wrong?” I asked looking around, readying myself for anything.
“Nothing too serious… just wait… no, come on.” I got out car as quick as could. “I can’t believe this shit. Isn’t Dria suppose to keeping an eye on her… She should not be out here, and definitely not out here with that crazy ass boy. Ugh!” That she said to herself. I’ve learned not to say anything to her while she talks to herself. “YAH! What The Fuck Is This?” She yelled at the two who was walking hand and hand in the damn there pitch black park. This is how I know I’m too use to be with Dee. I almost had no problem seeing them, then again, that guy is so white you just couldn’t miss him.
“Oh I KNOW they did not send YOU to come look for us?” He said, and I stood where I was standing. I wasn’t digging the tone in his voice.
“I’d jump to my death before I’d come looking for you.”
“Why don’t we just make this easy and I kill you now.” He took step forward, but girl to his side gentle at his hand. I already knew Kikwang, and Mir, and heard about Dria. That chic must be King, the glowing green from her eyes said it all.
“Fuck you, Junho.” Oh, so this is Junho. I should of known, cause he’s just as much of an asswhole she told me he was.
“I don’t fuck whores Dee. I thought we came to this conclusion years ago.”
“Alright… Cut it out! Damn!” King spoke for I could think to say something.
“I’m sorry…” I watch that evil smirk on Junho’s face turn to a soft pout as he faced King. “It’s just that… Well, Dee hates me and…”
“That little fucking liar.” I couldn’t hear anything else Junho was saying Dee started talking to me. “If someone don’t kill him one day. I swear I’m gonna do it in his sleep.”
“If I didn’t know any better I would say you two use to mess around.”
“I happy that you do know better then.” She gave quick peck to my cheek before turning around. “YAH! Hands off and stop feeding her lies you brat!”
“Touch me and I’ll embarrass you in front of your man Dee.”
“And I’ll just tell Jihoon… Now quick fucking around and get in the car so we can go home. You shouldn’t be out here and you know damn well shouldn’t have her out here either.”
“WHAT THE FUCK IS LIFE? You Lucky Bitch! You’d Be Dead If Jihoon Would Just Let Me Kill You!…” I stop listening to Junho whining when I notice someone standing next to me.
“Hi… I’m King, this is Simchi.” She said hugging the blue teddy and watch Dee and Junho going back and forth.
“Chansung.”
“Chansung, be happy that your not a Vamp. I’m starting to see that this what I’m gonna have to live with.” Well damn, just my fucking luck that I’m gonna be staying with them for a while.
I was so taken back by Brit when she was training last night. Yea, her fight skills need work, and along her ability to make her powers come out, but other then that she’s just, WOW. I know they said the Chimer is the most powerful Zoanthrope ever, but damn I was not expecting all of that. Nor did I think I would be here to witness it, but here I am. The only thing is she that, when she beast out, she don’t change into a Chimer. She change into this half human half cat kind of thing. Something was wrong, what I don’t know, but something was definitely wrong. I’m sure King Nichkhun and Ashley would figure it out. Other then that, Brit is a BEAST. I could only imagine how it would feel to have all that power. It must be pretty cool to have all our powers, like an avatar. Brit is our avatar and is going to end all this crazy bull.
“Hey Cat, Me and Ashley will be out for while.” King Nichkhun came into my room. “I need you to keep an eye on everyone. If Brit wants to train make sure Junhyung is there. Something tells me things wouldn’t be so good if Onew and Junhyung bumped into each other without someone there. I’m sure Su is gonna up leave so let him go, just call me when he do. And keep an eye on Chance.”
“Okay, no problem.”
“Aright… If we not back before midnight, come look for us.”
“ I got it.”
“Later.” He smile and just as he walked out, Ashley popped in.
“Make sure Geun Suk is okay too for me. Please.”
“I got it, I got it.”
“Thanks, I’ll treat you later.”
“Yea, you better.” With that they was gone. Now do you see how I get bored. I’m stuck here most of the time watching over someone, or worse, and empty house. Sucks right? YES! The only other person who actually stays here is Onew. I know I can get on his nerves, but damn I be bored, so can you blame. No, you can’t, and if you said yes, go jump off a cliff! Though, I’m happy that there’s more people in this big ass mansion now, but I can’t help but wonder what Onew is up to. Hmm, let’s go see.
“ONEW!” I barged into his room only to find him still sleep. He didn’t even twitch from me yelling his name. I looked at the clock on his nightstand, 7:56am. This guy don’t wake up till about 9. Well that’s about to change. “Onew… WAKE UP!” I jumped on the bed and started poking at him. “Onew! Get Up!”
Suddenly I felt a force push against my chest and I was flying off the bed. “Stop.” He mumbled in his sleep. I know this punk did not just push me! I got on my feet quick.
‘SMACK!’
He jumped up reaching for his stinging shoulder blade. “Ahh! What The Hell Cat?”
“That’s what you get for pushing me like that!… Now get your ass up!… You’re helping me make breakfast!”
“What?” He shouted.
“You heard me!”
“Woman! If you don’t leave me alone.”
“What the hell you think you’re going to do?” My hands instantly went to my hips as I arched a brow at him. There goes that look he always throw at me and let me tell you, if looks could kill I would have been dead a long time ago. Lucky me, looks don’t kill, and if his death glare very sexy.
“How did you get in my life?”
“You wouldn’t have a life if it wasn’t for me… Now hurry up. Don’t make me come back up here to get you.” I smile leaving out.
“God why me?” I heard him moan as continued on. Now let’s see, there’s Me, Onew, Chance, Brit, JunHyung, and Geun Suk. This should be a nice little breakfast.
I hate this. I hate she’s not here anymore. I hate that there was nothing anyone could do to help. I hate that everything was planned before she died. I hate that I’m at her funeral now. I hate that I have to be here at her funeral. I hate everyone is balling their eyes out. I hate that I cried so much that I can’t cry anymore. I hate that I’m by myself. I hate that I’m still living. I thought of killing myself, but that would not bring us together again. She would be in heaven while I would burn in hell for doing such a thing. This just wasn’t fair! She didn’t even have a chance to experience life, and she’s gone.
I looked to my left and my mother was standing there about to have a heart attack. I was about to turn to my right, knowing that my father was there, but he suddenly appeared holding on to my mother. My. I hate the way that sounds. It use to be ours, but now, it was jus my. My this, my that. This my shit was bothering me, I’m not use to this and don’t want to get use it. I could hear my mother crying harder as they started to low her casket in the 6 foot deep hole. Something told me to jump in, hit my head, and go unconscious for awhile, but I knew that would really give the old lady a heart attack. I don’t need to loose anyone else.
The thought of that did nothing but make me feel colder then what I already was. Almost numb. I hate feelings, so I got rid of them. I felt no emotions, and if I did, it would that of anger or hate. I dare not feel sad or happy, anything along those lines. Those kind of feelings lead to nothing but hurt, and I can’t feel hurt. Not anymore and not ever again. The ‘L’ word no longer existed. I rather live feeling nothing, then to feel something, it’s too much.
Soon the funeral was over, and everyone was heading back to my house. I hate this house, it’s the last place I wanted to be, but I didn’t have anywhere else to go. Of course, the ride there was silent. It wasn’t till about 2hours of people talking quietly to each other did someone try to lighten things up. I hate my uncle for being such a mood maker and knowing me and King so well. This bastsered had the nerve to start playing the games King and I loved, and not only that, but music too. I thought about tossing that radio in the pool out back, but she loved the radio. I simply rolled my eyes and got up, and left the backyard.
‘Let Me See You LaLaLa… Love Me Hey YaYaYa.’
“What the hell you want?” I spoke in a monotone. I didn’t bother to look at the caller ID. I don’t care who it was, they was bothering me. I hate to be bother.
“You don’t sound like you’re okay.” He spoke softly into the phone. Surprisingly I knew who it was, even though I only meet him once. But his voice stayed in my head. That night she died, I found myself crying on his shoulder till he had to leave. I don’t normally do that, and I don’t normally give random weird red eyed people my number, but I did. He would text me throughout the day just make sure I was okay. I don’t understand why it matters to him or why her care, but he did, and I have yet to question him about it.
“You’re wasting my minutes Chance.”
“I know what today is… just had to called to hear for myself if you was okay.”
“I’m hanging up.”
“I can come get you… if you want.” I was quiet for a good minute. I definitely did not want to be here, and I definitely don’t know him well enough to go anywhere with him.
“How fast can you get here?”
“Where are you.”
“64 Plymouth Street.”
“How does 5minutes sound?”
“Any second later and you can forget about ever seeing, talking, or texting me again.”
“Okay, see you in 5.” I just hung up. I hate to say good-bye.
Characters: OCs/Male K-Pop Idols
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Love and War of Beast Men/Women, Homosapiens, and Vampires
Author's Note: Blasian Fic... Sorry for Spelling and Grammar errors
Dee was here in no time, and like a mad woman I watch as she and her two other ghost like selves pack my things. Yeah, that was her power, to duplicate herself, only she could make two, and they’re ghost like. Before I knew we was leaving to go to her place. This would be the first time I’ve ever been there. On the way there she was telling me about what’s been going on, and I thank God that I didn’t get caught snooping around them Zoanthropes home, but still have to get Geun Suk out of there. All this new born and war mess was sounding more crazy then I thought it would. I know Vampires and Zoanthropes are not beings you want to fuck with, but from the way things was sounding, if this gets out of hand, there won’t be anyone around to mess with once this all is over.
“Don’t worry to much about it, we gonna get him out there and end this shit.” she finished. Happy to know that this Jihoon guy is an older brother to her. She don’t talk about knowing that could cause trouble for her and the others.
“Just make sure you come back to me when all of this is over.”
She smile. “You’re such a sweetheart. You know that?”
“Dee.” I said little more stern.
“You run when I tell you to… and I’ll find you as soon as it’s over.”
“This sounds crazy… I should be the one telling you to run and that I’ll come looking for you when it’s done.”
“If it should be like that, then you would be like that, but God wants it like this… and your no less of a man for it… Besides, I wouldn’t give you the time and day if you was a pussy.” I had roll my eyes at that and laugh a little. This was not like them novels you read about Vampires and there souls being damned or whatever you want to call it. Both Zoanthrope and Vampire are Humans, just a different species of it. In which they do believe in God, and any other religion they grew up in before they changed. Like a catepillare turning into a butterfly, it’s natural for them to make that change. No cruses involved, no devil or evil sprites. He have a choice to either got to heaven or hell and how they live their life will determine where they will go when they meet God himself.
“What the hell?” The car came to a sudden stop.
“What’s wrong?” I asked looking around, readying myself for anything.
“Nothing too serious… just wait… no, come on.” I got out car as quick as could. “I can’t believe this shit. Isn’t Dria suppose to keeping an eye on her… She should not be out here, and definitely not out here with that crazy ass boy. Ugh!” That she said to herself. I’ve learned not to say anything to her while she talks to herself. “YAH! What The Fuck Is This?” She yelled at the two who was walking hand and hand in the damn there pitch black park. This is how I know I’m too use to be with Dee. I almost had no problem seeing them, then again, that guy is so white you just couldn’t miss him.
“Oh I KNOW they did not send YOU to come look for us?” He said, and I stood where I was standing. I wasn’t digging the tone in his voice.
“I’d jump to my death before I’d come looking for you.”
“Why don’t we just make this easy and I kill you now.” He took step forward, but girl to his side gentle at his hand. I already knew Kikwang, and Mir, and heard about Dria. That chic must be King, the glowing green from her eyes said it all.
“Fuck you, Junho.” Oh, so this is Junho. I should of known, cause he’s just as much of an asswhole she told me he was.
“I don’t fuck whores Dee. I thought we came to this conclusion years ago.”
“Alright… Cut it out! Damn!” King spoke for I could think to say something.
“I’m sorry…” I watch that evil smirk on Junho’s face turn to a soft pout as he faced King. “It’s just that… Well, Dee hates me and…”
“That little fucking liar.” I couldn’t hear anything else Junho was saying Dee started talking to me. “If someone don’t kill him one day. I swear I’m gonna do it in his sleep.”
“If I didn’t know any better I would say you two use to mess around.”
“I happy that you do know better then.” She gave quick peck to my cheek before turning around. “YAH! Hands off and stop feeding her lies you brat!”
“Touch me and I’ll embarrass you in front of your man Dee.”
“And I’ll just tell Jihoon… Now quick fucking around and get in the car so we can go home. You shouldn’t be out here and you know damn well shouldn’t have her out here either.”
“WHAT THE FUCK IS LIFE? You Lucky Bitch! You’d Be Dead If Jihoon Would Just Let Me Kill You!…” I stop listening to Junho whining when I notice someone standing next to me.
“Hi… I’m King, this is Simchi.” She said hugging the blue teddy and watch Dee and Junho going back and forth.
“Chansung.”
“Chansung, be happy that your not a Vamp. I’m starting to see that this what I’m gonna have to live with.” Well damn, just my fucking luck that I’m gonna be staying with them for a while.
I was so taken back by Brit when she was training last night. Yea, her fight skills need work, and along her ability to make her powers come out, but other then that she’s just, WOW. I know they said the Chimer is the most powerful Zoanthrope ever, but damn I was not expecting all of that. Nor did I think I would be here to witness it, but here I am. The only thing is she that, when she beast out, she don’t change into a Chimer. She change into this half human half cat kind of thing. Something was wrong, what I don’t know, but something was definitely wrong. I’m sure King Nichkhun and Ashley would figure it out. Other then that, Brit is a BEAST. I could only imagine how it would feel to have all that power. It must be pretty cool to have all our powers, like an avatar. Brit is our avatar and is going to end all this crazy bull.
“Hey Cat, Me and Ashley will be out for while.” King Nichkhun came into my room. “I need you to keep an eye on everyone. If Brit wants to train make sure Junhyung is there. Something tells me things wouldn’t be so good if Onew and Junhyung bumped into each other without someone there. I’m sure Su is gonna up leave so let him go, just call me when he do. And keep an eye on Chance.”
“Okay, no problem.”
“Aright… If we not back before midnight, come look for us.”
“ I got it.”
“Later.” He smile and just as he walked out, Ashley popped in.
“Make sure Geun Suk is okay too for me. Please.”
“I got it, I got it.”
“Thanks, I’ll treat you later.”
“Yea, you better.” With that they was gone. Now do you see how I get bored. I’m stuck here most of the time watching over someone, or worse, and empty house. Sucks right? YES! The only other person who actually stays here is Onew. I know I can get on his nerves, but damn I be bored, so can you blame. No, you can’t, and if you said yes, go jump off a cliff! Though, I’m happy that there’s more people in this big ass mansion now, but I can’t help but wonder what Onew is up to. Hmm, let’s go see.
“ONEW!” I barged into his room only to find him still sleep. He didn’t even twitch from me yelling his name. I looked at the clock on his nightstand, 7:56am. This guy don’t wake up till about 9. Well that’s about to change. “Onew… WAKE UP!” I jumped on the bed and started poking at him. “Onew! Get Up!”
Suddenly I felt a force push against my chest and I was flying off the bed. “Stop.” He mumbled in his sleep. I know this punk did not just push me! I got on my feet quick.
‘SMACK!’
He jumped up reaching for his stinging shoulder blade. “Ahh! What The Hell Cat?”
“That’s what you get for pushing me like that!… Now get your ass up!… You’re helping me make breakfast!”
“What?” He shouted.
“You heard me!”
“Woman! If you don’t leave me alone.”
“What the hell you think you’re going to do?” My hands instantly went to my hips as I arched a brow at him. There goes that look he always throw at me and let me tell you, if looks could kill I would have been dead a long time ago. Lucky me, looks don’t kill, and if his death glare very sexy.
“How did you get in my life?”
“You wouldn’t have a life if it wasn’t for me… Now hurry up. Don’t make me come back up here to get you.” I smile leaving out.
“God why me?” I heard him moan as continued on. Now let’s see, there’s Me, Onew, Chance, Brit, JunHyung, and Geun Suk. This should be a nice little breakfast.
I hate this. I hate she’s not here anymore. I hate that there was nothing anyone could do to help. I hate that everything was planned before she died. I hate that I’m at her funeral now. I hate that I have to be here at her funeral. I hate everyone is balling their eyes out. I hate that I cried so much that I can’t cry anymore. I hate that I’m by myself. I hate that I’m still living. I thought of killing myself, but that would not bring us together again. She would be in heaven while I would burn in hell for doing such a thing. This just wasn’t fair! She didn’t even have a chance to experience life, and she’s gone.
I looked to my left and my mother was standing there about to have a heart attack. I was about to turn to my right, knowing that my father was there, but he suddenly appeared holding on to my mother. My. I hate the way that sounds. It use to be ours, but now, it was jus my. My this, my that. This my shit was bothering me, I’m not use to this and don’t want to get use it. I could hear my mother crying harder as they started to low her casket in the 6 foot deep hole. Something told me to jump in, hit my head, and go unconscious for awhile, but I knew that would really give the old lady a heart attack. I don’t need to loose anyone else.
The thought of that did nothing but make me feel colder then what I already was. Almost numb. I hate feelings, so I got rid of them. I felt no emotions, and if I did, it would that of anger or hate. I dare not feel sad or happy, anything along those lines. Those kind of feelings lead to nothing but hurt, and I can’t feel hurt. Not anymore and not ever again. The ‘L’ word no longer existed. I rather live feeling nothing, then to feel something, it’s too much.
Soon the funeral was over, and everyone was heading back to my house. I hate this house, it’s the last place I wanted to be, but I didn’t have anywhere else to go. Of course, the ride there was silent. It wasn’t till about 2hours of people talking quietly to each other did someone try to lighten things up. I hate my uncle for being such a mood maker and knowing me and King so well. This bastsered had the nerve to start playing the games King and I loved, and not only that, but music too. I thought about tossing that radio in the pool out back, but she loved the radio. I simply rolled my eyes and got up, and left the backyard.
‘Let Me See You LaLaLa… Love Me Hey YaYaYa.’
“What the hell you want?” I spoke in a monotone. I didn’t bother to look at the caller ID. I don’t care who it was, they was bothering me. I hate to be bother.
“You don’t sound like you’re okay.” He spoke softly into the phone. Surprisingly I knew who it was, even though I only meet him once. But his voice stayed in my head. That night she died, I found myself crying on his shoulder till he had to leave. I don’t normally do that, and I don’t normally give random weird red eyed people my number, but I did. He would text me throughout the day just make sure I was okay. I don’t understand why it matters to him or why her care, but he did, and I have yet to question him about it.
“You’re wasting my minutes Chance.”
“I know what today is… just had to called to hear for myself if you was okay.”
“I’m hanging up.”
“I can come get you… if you want.” I was quiet for a good minute. I definitely did not want to be here, and I definitely don’t know him well enough to go anywhere with him.
“How fast can you get here?”
“Where are you.”
“64 Plymouth Street.”
“How does 5minutes sound?”
“Any second later and you can forget about ever seeing, talking, or texting me again.”
“Okay, see you in 5.” I just hung up. I hate to say good-bye.