Sep 19, 2006 21:30
A bit belated due to crazy work this week, so i apologize.
September 19th marks the 2 year point and the longest relationship I have ever been in. On top of that I have never been more in love than I am now, and it is still growing.
I LOVE WENDY BROWN!
:( I didn't have a mountain to shout it from, only this blog. Two years is HUGE, and I can't get over this, or her. She may be in Georgia, but I'm still crazy in love with her. (WARNING: from here on out in this post it may start to get a bit mushy, fyi) She makes my day and it doesn't take much from her to do it either. It's not the same sleeping by my self because falling asleep with her and waking up next to her was probably the greatest thing ever. There is nothing I wouldn't give to be able to do that everyday from here out.
I still don't know how to express my thoughts on this milestone, other than I miss her and I feel like I'm missing part of my self. It's weird, the other day I found the wallflowers on napster. The album i was listening to was released 10 years ago. And it got me to thinking that maybe im just stupid, yeah I didn't really have anything for that. Two years with Wendy has been amazing, and it makes me want more of her, of us, of everything. I always laugh when I think back to when we had Chemistry. Chem with Mr. McPherson, now that seems like it was a while ago. I still swear I thought she was cute then, even though she'll never believe me. I can't remember who said you had two black belts, but it was kind of a turn on. I can't explain how amazing this woman is. She's the girl that fixed me when I was broken, and broken badly. And looking back now, I feel bad about those nights with me being emo and us on opposite ends of my couch watching movies. Damn was I missing out.
Damn.
But like I said, she fixed me. I'm amazed at how far we've come in our relationship, and i LOVE IT. We've had our ups and downs, but our relationship has matured. I haven't, i'm still 5. Wow, it's been an amazing two years. 3 proms, where you just keep getting sexier. Though you just keep becoming more sexy. I love you so much. Wendy is such an amazing woman, and smart, and talented, and i wish i could hold a candle to her. Because of that, I really did spend all summer on the hunt for an anniversary gift. I had been planning flower stuff the entire time, how to order them, what to get, and such. But it wasn't until a month ago that I found the first gift. Randomly walking downtown with the guys we passed a shop, i did a double take when i saw the window and stopped in my tracks. It was this rose, but it had a gold stem. I was perplexed, but knew she would love it. The quest for that was about 2 weeks, cause i apparently could never go to the store when it was open. But i eventually made it. Turn out it was a real rose that was treated, then dipped in gold. You can still see the pink pedals and the green leaves, but the stem is covered entirely in gold, then the pedals and leaves are outlined in gold. I thought it was perfect Wendy gift. (I hope i was right) Next I came up with a sort of gag gift, more of an inside joke than an actual gag. I got a spoon engraved saying "My Little Spoon." She's my little spoon, so why not? And of course I got her two dozen roses for two amazing years. I love my babygirl, what can i say.
I love Wendy with all my heart, and miss her just as much. I intend to make it down there as much as I can, behind my computer sits the "Help Evan Get to Georgia to see Wendy Fund." All donations are accepted and welcome. Two years is a long time, but it has been wonderful and I hope it is just the beginning. I LOVE YOU WENDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!