Apr 26, 2005 09:56
It just makes it worse on myself. But all this time I've been thinking. And you are a liar. If anything, I was more honest than you were. You conveyed a message of love to me while also doing it to some 17 year old. You had her right under my nose. But that's not what bothers me the most. It's just how quickly you did all this. How all of a sudden I'm nothing. It's like my feelings didn't concern you at all. It's like, "hey I have someone else to help me completely forget you"...while I have nothing, but a broken heart.
You never told me how you felt.
I need to stop this, it's so easy for you to just forget me. But I'm stuck, and I do hate you for it. But when I see you in public I'll force a smile. Hopefully I'll get over this soon.