All these little pieces, they make me vomit the pain

[kindsmile]

I still need to choose a major. I think I'll just stick with philosophy. I'm also calling Yoh-sensei today. I'm sorry I didn't do it earlier. I got caught up in things.

I think someone's been coming into my room ... do I have a new roommate?

[private to Natsuo/easily hackable]
Thank you.
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[private to Ritsu/easily hackable]
If there's anything I can do ... please let me know. I don't know why he would do something like this. I'm sorry. If there's anything I can do to make amends, please ask.
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[private/easily hackable]
He cut a man's eyes out. My brother. He. I don't know what to think anymore. Seimei had always been kind to me. He was gentle and loving; but he, he did that.

Somehow I feel guilty about it. As if I'd been the one who did it. I want to make amends for what he has done. Not just to Ritsu, but to Soubi also. If I could understand this ... even the thought makes me sick to my stomach. How could he do something like that?

I still love Seimei though. Even with everything I've been told, I still love him. I feel comfortable and at peace. I'm safe when he's near me. I know I am.
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