If I can't have you when I'm waking; I'll go to sleep and dream I'm with you
I'm finally feeling better. I want to see Seime, and Nill, and the doctor~
[Private/mostly unhackable]
He must still be mad at me. I don't know what I've done to make him so angry. I should be used to his leaving by now; but still, it hurts.
So many others came to see me while I was sick. Youji even stayed in the same bed with me. I, they were all so kind to me. I feel as if I am weak because I accepted their attention. Also, I feel selfish for wanting more, for wanting him to have come as well.
Seimi, I've made him work so hard. He took over my jobs for two weeks. I must make it up to him somehow. I must take care of him. I musn't burden him; because I love him. He has taken care of me, loved me. I must show him my love by keeping him at ease.
I cannot be selfish. I have no right to be.
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[private to Soubi/mostly unhackable]
I'm sorry I made you angry. I didn't mean to.
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[Private/mostly unhackable]
He must still be mad at me. I don't know what I've done to make him so angry. I should be used to his leaving by now; but still, it hurts.
So many others came to see me while I was sick. Youji even stayed in the same bed with me. I, they were all so kind to me. I feel as if I am weak because I accepted their attention. Also, I feel selfish for wanting more, for wanting him to have come as well.
Seimi, I've made him work so hard. He took over my jobs for two weeks. I must make it up to him somehow. I must take care of him. I musn't burden him; because I love him. He has taken care of me, loved me. I must show him my love by keeping him at ease.
I cannot be selfish. I have no right to be.
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[private to Soubi/mostly unhackable]
I'm sorry I made you angry. I didn't mean to.
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