Every tie we say goodbye I die a little
Charden isn't such a bad guy after all.
Whoever stole my pants, I want them back.
I think I made Soubi sick.
[private/marginally unhackable]
I had to come home in my work cloths again tonight. I think this outfit was the most embarrassing. I couldn't even wear my boxers because of the thing. I had to wear these ruffled pink panties. It wasn't comfortable.
Charden came in early on my shift; I don't think he understood what I was talking about. I'm trying. I know that for Seimei to be happy I have to stay away from him. I know it's the only way; but it hurts. I feel so empty inside. I feel like he's died all over again.
When I'm with Soubi, I can't think about that. There's always something. I think I understand Natsuo's thoughts a lot better now. Still, I can't help wondering about Kio. If he loves Soubi like that Youji said he does, wouldn't this be hurting him?
I know Soubi thinks it's fine, but he doesn't seem to see how his actions affect others; or maybe he doesn't want to. Natsuo's lonely. I know because I've felt the same. What if Kio feels like I felt before? I don't know if I can be alright with that. At the same time, I don't want to give up Soubi. It hurts to even think about.
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[private to Natsuo/marginally unhackable]
I don't care if you're naked or not. What's wrong?
You're never this weird.
Whoever stole my pants, I want them back.
I think I made Soubi sick.
[private/marginally unhackable]
I had to come home in my work cloths again tonight. I think this outfit was the most embarrassing. I couldn't even wear my boxers because of the thing. I had to wear these ruffled pink panties. It wasn't comfortable.
Charden came in early on my shift; I don't think he understood what I was talking about. I'm trying. I know that for Seimei to be happy I have to stay away from him. I know it's the only way; but it hurts. I feel so empty inside. I feel like he's died all over again.
When I'm with Soubi, I can't think about that. There's always something. I think I understand Natsuo's thoughts a lot better now. Still, I can't help wondering about Kio. If he loves Soubi like that Youji said he does, wouldn't this be hurting him?
I know Soubi thinks it's fine, but he doesn't seem to see how his actions affect others; or maybe he doesn't want to. Natsuo's lonely. I know because I've felt the same. What if Kio feels like I felt before? I don't know if I can be alright with that. At the same time, I don't want to give up Soubi. It hurts to even think about.
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[private to Natsuo/marginally unhackable]
I don't care if you're naked or not. What's wrong?
You're never this weird.