[private/marginally hackable]
Trembling. betrayed me. He betrayed me. I understand now; why I'm loveless. They all lied. It hurts. I've never hurt so badly before. I don't understand.
Seimei, Seimei liked doing it. He was smiling. He keeps hurting me. He, and Soubi. They don't really love me.
If he needed something so badly he should have come to me. It's wrong, so wrong. I don't want to be here anymore. I want Ritsuka to come back. This would never happen if he were here. Please, please come back.
I'm, I'm getting rid of my ears.