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[kindredheathen]

a well of hate within my soul,
constantly taunted by yearnings,
that of which i cannot control,
as depression sets in again...

a cold and wretched glance you give,
dispel my kindness all in all,
cowered and dying in the way you live,
as crushing thoughts blacken the skies,

painful ploys of false advances,
lust and loss amalgamated in you,
dissipation in my feeble chances,
the weight of my mind on my shoulders...

through sorrow and tears stimulation,
none could spare the mental bloodshed,
the falling leaves in the wake of devastation,
seering flames of rage with tainted filthy tears,

in these eyes there is no remorse,
though lonely and decrepit,
dispel my emotions in your discourse,
as crushing thoughts claim the now dead sky..