once again....
So once again I'm back. No one even reads this thing anymore... but whatever, its a nice place to write. It seems I always revert back to my silly highschool journal when things get tough...
And things are definately tough lately... but at the same time they are easier. Maybe we need the time apart... who knows. Maybe we need to be together... either way it's driving me insane.
Every time I look at the other side of the bed I'm sad... every time I realize that incessantly annoying fan isnt running I want to cry. I know your still mine... and I know you love me... but I'm sad without you every night. Im sad when I cant cook you dinner, and when I dont have to wake up at 8a.m. to iron your clothes... and not knowing whether or not you did your laundry... not knowing if your okay, if your happy, if your sad... I know a few days in between seeing you isnt long, but for so long now I've waited on you to come home from work every night.
I've taken so many things for granted... getting mad when all you wanted to do was play your silly video games... at least you were there. But I suppose this all so trivial... at least I know your mine...
And things are definately tough lately... but at the same time they are easier. Maybe we need the time apart... who knows. Maybe we need to be together... either way it's driving me insane.
Every time I look at the other side of the bed I'm sad... every time I realize that incessantly annoying fan isnt running I want to cry. I know your still mine... and I know you love me... but I'm sad without you every night. Im sad when I cant cook you dinner, and when I dont have to wake up at 8a.m. to iron your clothes... and not knowing whether or not you did your laundry... not knowing if your okay, if your happy, if your sad... I know a few days in between seeing you isnt long, but for so long now I've waited on you to come home from work every night.
I've taken so many things for granted... getting mad when all you wanted to do was play your silly video games... at least you were there. But I suppose this all so trivial... at least I know your mine...