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[kindofhotinhere]

I could sit around all day and wait for that phone call to come
But it doesn't and I'm not surprised as I stare at the sun
let my eyes go blind for all i care, i don't need them anymore
when you realize your used, you say thats what friends are for.

Just let me sit back and take another bitch slap to the face
would you sincerely care if from your mind i was erased
when i lie and say its no big deal that i take the fall for you
i wish that you could see that you're treating me like i'm a fool

my eyes will race around the room and stop back at the door
yeah sure its fine to stay here or at least until about four
want to make a mess, spill shit and give me a headache too
sure i'll clean it up, and smile to me this is nothing new

i know that there are those who truly care
but what am i to say to those who treat me unfair
to my "friends" who ha-ha-ha-have nothing to say for me
i guess its fine for now just realize what you are trying to be

and just maybe some day that phone will ring, on the other line they'll say
hey, hello, how are things, what is up, how are you, and how was your day?
but all can't be accounted for because you know that its not true
i'll sit, twiddle my fingers, take a nap and wait for you