one more supper
today was a good day.
my dad and i talked about what i want to do, and i think he's pretty happy about it. we laughed alot about nothing in particular.
we all talked and laughed together at dinner, mostly my dad and i at my mom for having had too much wine.
i don't know what will happen tomorrow. obviously i am hoping for the best, but the worst is possible.
i'm afraid of what the surgery is going to do to my dad's mental faculties, his motor ability...what changes in those things mean for me.
i feel good, optimistic, and i know deep down that whatever happens, happens. i don't know where i got the ability to deal, but i'm thankful for it.
my dad and i talked about what i want to do, and i think he's pretty happy about it. we laughed alot about nothing in particular.
we all talked and laughed together at dinner, mostly my dad and i at my mom for having had too much wine.
i don't know what will happen tomorrow. obviously i am hoping for the best, but the worst is possible.
i'm afraid of what the surgery is going to do to my dad's mental faculties, his motor ability...what changes in those things mean for me.
i feel good, optimistic, and i know deep down that whatever happens, happens. i don't know where i got the ability to deal, but i'm thankful for it.