[Edit: I'M TOTALLY WRONG, IT WASNT HER, IT WAS A 'BOT!!!!! That did come up in my head, but haaaa! dang I feel stooopud!!!
But here is the loooong story.]
A few months ago, a woman's video blog came up in my feed. She's a Christian, but I felt kind of uncomfortable with how she was talking, I could not put my finger on it. Then I was thinking, well that's just judgemental, I'm putting her down just for no reason.
Then I'm like uh, I'll move on. She seemed a bit slick, didn't really seem to say much, and her fans were a bit too worshipful and adoring.
Oh, well. I need to be nice. I moved on.
After a month, a live feed with her, I think it was her, popped up on my FB feed again. She was in a park, preaching. I'm thinking, that's sometimes how my church preaches, and I don't have a problem with it.
So I'm watching, and they cut to this guy who seems real nice, but there's something slick about him, a little show biz. I keep watching and he rolls his eyes as he says, no, we don't have actors. Also somewhere he refers to her as "Prophet". That's mostly a red flag, especially if the person is well known.
The feed was over, & I thought, I'm going to look up her FB page. So I did, I'll call her "Tathryn Trick". It's actually a K at the beginning of both her first & last name, but I don't want to excite Al Gore Rhythm.
Anyway, a post titled 'Tathryn Trick false' popped up, and I thought, right, could be a gossip or someone negative. But then I thought, better look at it, though I don't want to be turned off.
So, wow, she and a couple other women are BOWING to some guy who though he is wearing a suit, sometimes wears a theatre costume of red satin kings robes with ridiculous crown. She's blessing him and telling him in the future people will only come to Jesus through him. This is on a big stage with a ton of people watching.
So I didn't mention this, but in that live feed, like a lot of other people, I left a comment saying yes, I hope that person gets delivered, thank you Jesus. Or something like it. Again, it was like my church, so I felt comfortable. Later, she "liked" my comment.
I was looking at another video debunking her (by the same debunking guy) yesterday, saying some things I thought were fairly negative, but after she came by and "liked" my comment and left a comment telling me to email her if I wanted more prayer (huh?), I thought I must have sounded rather neutral.
One if the things I said was, she has three Ks in her name (hint, first name and last both begin with K, I spelled it correctly but for that). Also my said it was weird she had KKK in her name. I can't believe she commented on that. I quickly answered no thanks I didn't, then just as quickly deleted it. I also said she had only young folks in her followers, no or hardly any old folks. That was it, I guess it sounded neutral.
I don't want anything to do with her, after seeing so much about her. I went back to the recorded live feed and saw a woman three little boys, the oldest one getting delivered, and that one especially looked like he'd rather spit than continue the acting job. The youngest one was a baby or a doll in a blanket. I swear the blanket had sharks on it, but maybe that's just me.
So went to sleep kind of upset, wanting to be nice to this woman, because I'm assuming she's getting used as well as lying to people, and is probably substance addicted.
I just think she's probably in the game too far to ever get out.
I dreamed she was in my house, like she had maybe just walked in or someone let her in.but in the dream, it wasn't really her, it was a really good robot or a woman possessed by her, or ...maybe be a clone.
I struggled with trying not to reveal I knew who she was, because I did not want any trouble from the one who sent her.
Then I woke up.
I guess it bothers me that I don't know what to say. People on the church are supposed to get two kind warnings, and if after the second they do not stop their sin, they know what they are doing and don't want to.
It disturbs me she was going through a video that debunks her, and was going through the comments. I guess that's what upset me.
I think by now she's probably had people say to her, don't get involved with that fake king guy, and maybe even, don't call yourself a prophet.
People should not call themselves prophet, apostle, etc. That's usually a red flag. Sometimes I think that's the way people are raised or whatever. But these people who have a lot of followers and who make themselves important (Reverend also tends to raise my suspicions, because no one is worthy of reverence, no human but Jesus), --these people who make themselves important seem just prideful and usually turn out to be questionable.
I really like the guy who did the debunking video though. I've watched some of his other stuff by now and mostly I agree with pretty much if what he says. But it was a favor to me to have those really really big red flags pointed out.
I did quickly pray about it, maybe need to pray more. By this time in my life, I still do feel sorry for women who get caught up in this sort of thing. But I also feel I don't want to feel like a total idiot anymore.
So I feel really mean for not really returning her comment, worse because she probably knows I answered her and deleted it. I feel bad because .... Lots of reasons, but at least 13 years in Al-anon tell me alkies are very self centered users.
I just don't like getting bamboozled. Lol, I go back and forth but the answer is usually ...wait.
Wait and see, and pray in the mean time.
(Edit #2: yep, a bot. John Elving just put up another video. Wow, this woman is deceived. And her mentor is scammer to the max. Sorry that was so long, I think I'm nuts!
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