After the euphoria
So, after the euphoria of securing a permanent position after June, the scary realisation that in a small way I will be fulfilling my long-held running away fantasy scares me somewhat.
Scared of living alone, in a new city that I don't know that well, scared of not knowing anyone in my new school and unlike this year, not having others in the same boat, scared of "what if it all goes tits up and I have to skulk back home, unemployed and back with my parents".
Exciting though. Hope it works out. Hope I have a ball. Hope I kick ass and get where I want to be.
Wish me luck.
Scared of living alone, in a new city that I don't know that well, scared of not knowing anyone in my new school and unlike this year, not having others in the same boat, scared of "what if it all goes tits up and I have to skulk back home, unemployed and back with my parents".
Exciting though. Hope it works out. Hope I have a ball. Hope I kick ass and get where I want to be.
Wish me luck.