heyyy lets go fcuk ourselves ovr
so as always alot of shit has happened again one really bad night included lots of fucking drunk people getting way the fcuk out of hand, so i really must wonder
why do people get drunk?
i have never done it, i got close when me and val finshed a big bottle of hytnotiq in two mins but i wasnt even drunk, i got a way past tipsy but defintley not drunk. and then i see people get drunk and act sooo freaking stupid and get sooo madand are the worst possible side of them, and also the non drunk people for the night, talk about the stupid drunk who cant handle their shit, my friend talked about how he had partys and have to take care of the stupid drunk girls and the way he madethem sound as crap made me never want to be that girl,the time i almost did i apolgized soo much because everytime i have to take care of val or someone when they are drunk or i just see a drunk girl i always think of him saying that.
i have wanted to get drunk because, as corny as it sounds, it was the cool thing to do, also i wanted to get cared for and also i wanted to forget about my problems, i mean like im soooo fricking inside my shell and i cant get out. i am so much like val sometimes, i mean in the way she can let loose and be free and be soo comfortable and be soo outgoing, i can really be that way its just that i have to be comfortable and thats probally why sometimes i do drink, i let the drink be an excuse to just say fcuk to all the people and just be her, and i do sometimes, but i umm well i dont know.
so that brings me up on another situation and categorie completely, and i do need to do some shit and i probally eat some bolnogna and have some coke, maybe an update later i dont know there is soo much to say i fell i would be writing a effing novel.
why do people get drunk?
i have never done it, i got close when me and val finshed a big bottle of hytnotiq in two mins but i wasnt even drunk, i got a way past tipsy but defintley not drunk. and then i see people get drunk and act sooo freaking stupid and get sooo madand are the worst possible side of them, and also the non drunk people for the night, talk about the stupid drunk who cant handle their shit, my friend talked about how he had partys and have to take care of the stupid drunk girls and the way he madethem sound as crap made me never want to be that girl,the time i almost did i apolgized soo much because everytime i have to take care of val or someone when they are drunk or i just see a drunk girl i always think of him saying that.
i have wanted to get drunk because, as corny as it sounds, it was the cool thing to do, also i wanted to get cared for and also i wanted to forget about my problems, i mean like im soooo fricking inside my shell and i cant get out. i am so much like val sometimes, i mean in the way she can let loose and be free and be soo comfortable and be soo outgoing, i can really be that way its just that i have to be comfortable and thats probally why sometimes i do drink, i let the drink be an excuse to just say fcuk to all the people and just be her, and i do sometimes, but i umm well i dont know.
so that brings me up on another situation and categorie completely, and i do need to do some shit and i probally eat some bolnogna and have some coke, maybe an update later i dont know there is soo much to say i fell i would be writing a effing novel.