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I'm so frustrated right now. So Cold. And Sad. My mom asked if I was sick this morning, and I figured the safest answer was "Yes, I dont feel good right now." Most of that is true. I'm not feeling good at all. I hate waking up. How cliche for a teenager. I dont care. I feel like I hate everything around me and its a crazy thought. I dont hate everything... I love Jordan. He's the only thing keeping me alive. I dont want him to know that though. Everytime I've said that to someone I end up dying a little more.
I wish I could be happy. I dont even know why I'm not happy. I'm in love. I have friends. I've willingly repressed a lot of memories. I feel like I want to talk to someone... anyone... but I know no one wants to hear it. Something is really wrong with me. I feel like crying but it wont come out. But when it does come out, its for stupid shit like if I cant find a piece of paper I wrote a number on! Whatever. Who do I expect to care?