Birthdays SUCK

[kinderbaby]

Ok so here are my thoughts...I'm not celebrating next year. The last couple of birthdays have been complete SHIT!! It's just a huge set-up for disapointment. You have all these expectations and it just never works out. People don't show, they ditch out at the last minute, they embarass the living shit out of you, they don't want to do what you have

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[_7of11]

i won't downplay your perspectives and issues with the matter, but i have to say that as harsh as it seems i just find that birthdays get worse as we age. though situation and circumstance don't by justification make for bad experiences, the fact is that things don't always turn out as they seem and perhaps let it be we're forced to accept them as they are. without exception my birthdays for the past three years were spent either cramming for an exam or writing an exam the day of and i've just grown to accept it. i'm not saying you should immediately do the same but like you always say, look to the positives in it. those who showed up were there with you and shit hitting the fan or not they came out to show something and that's what we should be happy about.

enough of the matter. let's put this behind us. i shouldn't assume so much and neither should you. i hope that you'll feel better with some time. i know you pretty well as a person and no, i don't think you deliberately excluded me but things of late have really conditioned me into becoming a much more critical person with respect to others and toward situations and yes i do know i can be blunt and inpatient often to the peril of others. in light of that i apologize for my sagittarian moments.

[kinderbaby]

I don't know why, but I'm always super sensitive and emotional and depressed on my birthday all the time. I should just stop planning things and then I wouldn't have any disappointments. I'm sorry if I excluded you, I never meant to, I don't hold anything against you for not coming. You didn't just bail or ditch and I did appreciate your call. I understand your being cynical and I know you know me well enough to understand my crazy emotions. So sorry, you know I love you!