Oct 08, 2004 22:13
Fuck it I don't want you in my life anymore cuz I'm sick of it hurting and I'm sick of being used and I'm so fucking done. DONE
You refuse to acknowledge my feelings as a human being. It doesn't matter to you. How dare you say we're friends, how dare you say you care....you don't give a fuck. I love you as a friend, and I can't make it stop no matter how hard I try. I always thought you were one of my best friends, but it's killing me loving you and knowing you don't give a shit back.
I have been there for you, and you take it all for granted. I'm sick of putting your feelings ahead of mine, since it's crystal clear that the subject of my feelings never even crosses your fucking mind.
I have never been able to understand you, you never wanted to open up to me, you keep pushing away and pushing away, well congratulations cuz you finally pushed too hard...I'm going away.