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something really weird happened at the gym today. well, not really weird, but interesting. so i enter the first floor, where there are some heavy weights and the changing/locker/shower rooms. the first thing i saw when i entered was this really attractive guy (of course, a foreigner). he was pretty dark/tan, tall, and had a goatee. he was in his working out clothes or whatever and he didn't look too bad at all! being the shy person i am, i didn't even look him in the eye or smile at him or anything. i walked straight to the changing room to change into my clothes. then i walk back out, towards to stairs, to go upstairs where all the cardio machines and more weight machines are. and of course, i walked past him because he was walking towards my direction and smile at him because he's smiling at me and totally checking me out. of course, i don't stop or anything, and wakl straight past him to go up. i started my cardio and all... and 20 minutes into it the guy comes upstairs dressed and all (no one ever does that) and starts looking for me. the minute i saw him i was like, dude, wtf?! i did NOT like what he was wearing. hell, the guy probably even had a funny accent. he freaked me out too. i really really really hope i don't bump into him again! i should go a different time.
okay, so that really had no point, but i guess i find it funny that a guy was seriously checking me out because i haven't been taking care of myself lately.
one of my moms uncles is almost going to die. he has been sick for years. now his his arteries are completely blocked and is on the respirator. the doctors have given up and have told our family to go visit him for the last time and all. it's kind of sad because i was very close to all of my moms uncles when i lived back in nj. i always visit them when i go back two. one of them died last year. reality is finally hitting me - the older i get, the more people i lose.
i've been watching old and sappy chick flick type movies - sleepless in seattle, you've got mail, 10 things i hate about you, clueless, and never been kissed (my personal favourite). some of them make me miss the old high school days. i wish i could go back and be more confident!
the gold crown i got after my first root canal therapy has been hurting me a lot. i can't even drink water because it gives that horrible sensation. maybe it's because they cleaned my teeth the other day. if it doesn't stop by wednesday, i'm gonna go in.
it's 2am and i'm wide awake. i better get into bed though. i hate waking up late.
okay, so that really had no point, but i guess i find it funny that a guy was seriously checking me out because i haven't been taking care of myself lately.
one of my moms uncles is almost going to die. he has been sick for years. now his his arteries are completely blocked and is on the respirator. the doctors have given up and have told our family to go visit him for the last time and all. it's kind of sad because i was very close to all of my moms uncles when i lived back in nj. i always visit them when i go back two. one of them died last year. reality is finally hitting me - the older i get, the more people i lose.
i've been watching old and sappy chick flick type movies - sleepless in seattle, you've got mail, 10 things i hate about you, clueless, and never been kissed (my personal favourite). some of them make me miss the old high school days. i wish i could go back and be more confident!
the gold crown i got after my first root canal therapy has been hurting me a lot. i can't even drink water because it gives that horrible sensation. maybe it's because they cleaned my teeth the other day. if it doesn't stop by wednesday, i'm gonna go in.
it's 2am and i'm wide awake. i better get into bed though. i hate waking up late.