Sep 05, 2004 08:50
idk, things arent the same anymore.. with anyone. this whole hurricane thing spoiled my weekend.. but it's ok, i needed to stay home and sleep for a while, and just think about everything. i did get to go show rich my hc dress. i've decided on that one for sure. even he approves, which is good b/c we all know how he is about clothes. mom and i have a date next weekend to get it.
i'm not so sure about this whole homecoming thing though. its a lot more trouble than it should be. the limo and whatnot. i duno if i even still have a date.. =/ i'm starting to feel like jordan
im thinking of someone i might enjoy going with.. incase this all falls through. dont get me wrong, i'm happy with my date but uh.. seems to me he's havin second thoughts? we'll see i guess.. i had something i really wanted to say to him but uh.. i guess i'll wait on that one. im not exactly in the mood to be laughed at. dont you hate it when youre trying to be serious and the person youre talking to.. just laughs. =( i'm in such a bum mood right now
everythings fallin apart right in front of me
maybe i should find someone that i'm worthy of
i hope youre as happy as youre pretending