a wh0ole new me =)
richard always knows exactly what to say =)
i guess i'm done?
i said something i shouldnt have.. which helped a whole lot, kuz now he's scared of me. sorry, i shouldnt have. it seems like i try so hard to get where i am, and i'm still standing in the exact same place i was when i started. if a guy really likes a girl, i'm sure he'll like her the way she is.. and appreciate when she tries to make things better, even if it doesnt really help at all. i can't go through this anymore. so i'm just gonna wait and see where it goes.. without me killing myself over it. either way, i'll live =X
and for those of you who know anything about me, which you all must, if you're takin time to read this.. you guys know how hard i am on myself, and how i cant handle things well.. i'm done with that too. i'm gonna try not to worry about things.. and not get that upset anymore. because that takes a lot. and you guys know that.
so i'm like.. deathly ill =( or something. mandy took me to see cinderella story tonight. thats what got me thinking. rich reminded me i have alot to focus on. school, and grades and friends and whatnot. my very own prince charming would be nice, but i'll do without. hah, well i guess i'm out..
baby, if a reas0n's what you're looking for.. i'll be y0urs =)
comment nikkas <3
asta lavista baby
jess
i guess i'm done?
i said something i shouldnt have.. which helped a whole lot, kuz now he's scared of me. sorry, i shouldnt have. it seems like i try so hard to get where i am, and i'm still standing in the exact same place i was when i started. if a guy really likes a girl, i'm sure he'll like her the way she is.. and appreciate when she tries to make things better, even if it doesnt really help at all. i can't go through this anymore. so i'm just gonna wait and see where it goes.. without me killing myself over it. either way, i'll live =X
and for those of you who know anything about me, which you all must, if you're takin time to read this.. you guys know how hard i am on myself, and how i cant handle things well.. i'm done with that too. i'm gonna try not to worry about things.. and not get that upset anymore. because that takes a lot. and you guys know that.
so i'm like.. deathly ill =( or something. mandy took me to see cinderella story tonight. thats what got me thinking. rich reminded me i have alot to focus on. school, and grades and friends and whatnot. my very own prince charming would be nice, but i'll do without. hah, well i guess i'm out..
baby, if a reas0n's what you're looking for.. i'll be y0urs =)
comment nikkas <3
asta lavista baby
jess