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I realized tonight how incredibly uncomfortable i am with the idea of sex in general. I went to Oak Lawn tonight and all i could think was how trashy it looked. One guy called across at me "Hey, bitch." Not in the stereotypical fag voice. No this was a fuckin' thug. I wasn't scared, i was pissed and insulted. And for the hour or so that i was there walking around, that's all i saw. A bunch of guys trying to dominate each other until someone gets practically raped. I'm not going back and I've pretty much given up hope.