Nov 11, 2005 19:19
i feel bummed.
5 hours ago i was so ready to go and now i know that i will miss my friends.
i think i'm coming back because mark might move here..but there's that maybe not.
but i don't know how mark feels about me lately anyway cause the past few days have been ups and downs
less i love you's, ignored phone calls, bitter tones. i just feel like he's so bitter towards me and he just gets mad when i ask.
and i know that me being sad is my fault but i just can't help it because sometimes i feel like my life is falling apart.
i talked to my mom today about a lot of things, and i just hope she isn't right about what she thinks is going on in my life.
i don't know, i feel like i'm getting too personal in this thing and that's never good so byeeeee.