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Life is so confusing. Something new pops up every day. Yesterday I found out Mark and his mom were finally moving so I thought I could go there and I was all excited and now he calls me today to tell me the landlord says I can't move in. I don't know what's gonna happen now, sometimes I'm so certain of my future and sometimes it seems too clouded over to understand. I refuse to get down about this even though I am kind of bummed, cause Mark might move here but he's on probation and has some stuff to work out. I just can't deal with this if I don't see him for another few months. Okay, I'll stop talking about Mark hahaha. I'm listening to rainer maria right now and I love them