if you're a bird, i'm a bird
i'm not in a great mood right now..for a lot of reasons i guess. i had a good weekend but now its like..everything is pissing me off. i think i might be pmsing lol. but yeah..i came home from casandras this morning and decided i wanted to watch the notebook so i could cry and stuff by myself lol. so i make myself some pizza rolls and sit down and put it on. my mom comes in..goes to my grandpa "oh if you want to watch the notebook, sara just turned it on" oomg now hes going to watch it with me..whatever..i wanted to watch it alone..but okay. so then..my mom decides..she's going to watch it too! omfg..what happened to doing this for myself?? alone??.. god and i don't know why that pisses me off so much lol. but annnnnyways.
i want to do something tonight. tiffany called me earlier and we talked about hanging out..don't know if we will tho. i also need to call april to see if she's home from jersey yet..maybe i'll do something with her. know what i've been realizing lately? that i don't really have that good of friends lol. some i trust..and though they continue to make me question why it is i trust them..i still do consider them good friends. if that makes sense? and then some..i don't even know. i just wish i had someone that i could trust 100% all the time. i don't even know if all of this makes sense i just know it does to me..lol.
i can't wait to go to north carolina. i hope i don't have a bad time tho, that would suck. cause like..since i'm looking forward to it, it probably will be a little bit of a dissapointment..just like always. whenever i look forward to something, the real thing is never as good as i pictured it would be.
i want to do something tonight. tiffany called me earlier and we talked about hanging out..don't know if we will tho. i also need to call april to see if she's home from jersey yet..maybe i'll do something with her. know what i've been realizing lately? that i don't really have that good of friends lol. some i trust..and though they continue to make me question why it is i trust them..i still do consider them good friends. if that makes sense? and then some..i don't even know. i just wish i had someone that i could trust 100% all the time. i don't even know if all of this makes sense i just know it does to me..lol.
i can't wait to go to north carolina. i hope i don't have a bad time tho, that would suck. cause like..since i'm looking forward to it, it probably will be a little bit of a dissapointment..just like always. whenever i look forward to something, the real thing is never as good as i pictured it would be.