And Today Wasn't Any Better.
So this morning I had like 5 minutes to get ready. I didn't get to take my shower and that more or less just threw me way off balance. And then I almost forgot my phone at home but then I was like, no, I better not incase Jason needs to call me (because he's in the hospital) so I took my phone. Wish I wouldn't have though, because now it's stolen and I have no fucking phone at all. My parents are going to kill me and I don't know what I'm going to tell them.
Things in life are confusing. I'm back to that damn Kaleidoscope life again. The one that's full of different colors and always twisting and turning. Thinking that things are okay but then you open your eyes from a slight second of blinking and it's like a war crashes down and everything that you once knew and loved is now gone and burried again. But who's going to help dig it up this time. Nobody. You're all alone in your mind. In reality, there are people. But face the truth, you don't want someone you just want that one person. But where did they go?
Apparently I'm not a very happy person, but it's funny because I thought I was happy. Nothing is going on that anyone has to "worry" about. People talk about other people, people hate those same people. Life is all about people. And what happens when those people you love and hate are gone. What happens when those people leave you alone in the dark and take all your words to their head? What if those people leave you forever, where do you go and how do you think you're going to feel?
But I hope you enjoy it.
And I cried last night because of HER but I don't think SHE cares.
Things in life are confusing. I'm back to that damn Kaleidoscope life again. The one that's full of different colors and always twisting and turning. Thinking that things are okay but then you open your eyes from a slight second of blinking and it's like a war crashes down and everything that you once knew and loved is now gone and burried again. But who's going to help dig it up this time. Nobody. You're all alone in your mind. In reality, there are people. But face the truth, you don't want someone you just want that one person. But where did they go?
Apparently I'm not a very happy person, but it's funny because I thought I was happy. Nothing is going on that anyone has to "worry" about. People talk about other people, people hate those same people. Life is all about people. And what happens when those people you love and hate are gone. What happens when those people leave you alone in the dark and take all your words to their head? What if those people leave you forever, where do you go and how do you think you're going to feel?
But I hope you enjoy it.
And I cried last night because of HER but I don't think SHE cares.