stop saying the things that dont matter and tell me you love me
i havent updated like meaningly in a very long time....i just want to update and i guess u can call it venting...
old life...
lately things have been so different...i wish things could go back to the way they were...back in the day when things were always ok and nothing mattered...just us all living our lives, no drama...i have been thinking about wen we all first hung out together...Tom Cat Matt Chris n me.. we were goin that frozen lake...i think it was like this time last year...its soo weird how close we all have come together...but we are sooo distant...chris has alyssa now so he doesnt need me n tom..or anyone else...cat moved and is not here enough...matt is just drifting away...not that any of this is intentional...its just happeneing...n the more you try to stop it the more it happens. no one can ever win...there are so many things that are changing n i dont want them to...i wish that everything would go back to normal..the way i remember them....my family that i love...n miss..i cant believe how everthing is right now...i makes me so mad...
manuela..we used to hang out soo much n now i see her for 5 seconds in between periods every 5 days i miss her too n the way things used to be...we used to have soo much fun doing stupid shit.. and now thats all gone too...
new life...
i miss the way things used to be but i love the friends i have now that i didnt have back then Stephanie..were do i start... i love u soo much we r soo close now n i kno that i can go to u for anything...
Joey,Ashley,Vicki,Adam,Chris,Nick,Bobby
its nice to have you guys around!
TOm-u never get old...ur in my old and new life n ur the only one that was there then and is still here now...i love you soo very much...xoxox 05-20-04
-xo
old life...
lately things have been so different...i wish things could go back to the way they were...back in the day when things were always ok and nothing mattered...just us all living our lives, no drama...i have been thinking about wen we all first hung out together...Tom Cat Matt Chris n me.. we were goin that frozen lake...i think it was like this time last year...its soo weird how close we all have come together...but we are sooo distant...chris has alyssa now so he doesnt need me n tom..or anyone else...cat moved and is not here enough...matt is just drifting away...not that any of this is intentional...its just happeneing...n the more you try to stop it the more it happens. no one can ever win...there are so many things that are changing n i dont want them to...i wish that everything would go back to normal..the way i remember them....my family that i love...n miss..i cant believe how everthing is right now...i makes me so mad...
manuela..we used to hang out soo much n now i see her for 5 seconds in between periods every 5 days i miss her too n the way things used to be...we used to have soo much fun doing stupid shit.. and now thats all gone too...
new life...
i miss the way things used to be but i love the friends i have now that i didnt have back then Stephanie..were do i start... i love u soo much we r soo close now n i kno that i can go to u for anything...
Joey,Ashley,Vicki,Adam,Chris,Nick,Bobby
its nice to have you guys around!
TOm-u never get old...ur in my old and new life n ur the only one that was there then and is still here now...i love you soo very much...xoxox 05-20-04
-xo