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i wish for a lot, but i think it's okay to sometimes.
today was fine, things are okay, and i think i've got a good head on my shoulders.
lets see how long that lasts for though,
oh but baby, there's always ups and downs!
im a big girl though, and im all for it.
homecoming is sooooon!
ohh, and i've yet to get a dress, a date, or anything that girls are supposed to do
for dances.
i'm not so sure if he's getting better, but he's responding to them this time. And in all honesty, that's the most completely wonderful news i could hear for the moment. There's still so much more to it all that
frightens me and worries me as well, but right now, if i laugh and act as if things are fine,
i think he'll mentally feel better. The center's letting me have a few minutes to talk to him next wednesday!
You have no idea how amazing that absolutely is to me.
I'm just smiling, and i really hope he is too.
maybe i'm not "folding",
maybe my guard is just up and such.
things will happen they way they will,
and i guess ill stick it out for the long run, baby.
it is fall!
three things i'm excited for :
1 seeing kyle at around thanksgiving when he comes back from college if im still around on the east coast.
2 road trips to nowhere.
3 homecoming.
there's a show this weekend as well,
and hopefully sometime in october ill be able to go to will link's bday party!
i feel okay right now.