May 03, 2007 13:08
i'm in a foul mood today, i think it's the pressure of it all finally catching up with me.
this week has sucked. it's been so stressful and busy! i can't believe it's not friday yet! i feel like i live for the weekends and then when it gets here it's a total let down because it goes by so quickly. i'm looking forward to a weekend that i don't have to worry about working or doing homework of any kind... it's not gonna happen for 8 weeks at least though. =/ finals are in two weeks and i've got to buckle down and know my sh*t. after that it's 6 weeks of math... what a way to start my summer, but i gotta do it. i hope that after that i'll be at the beach, just enjoying the nice weather and hanging out, without a worry in mind! i need a fuck*ng vacation!
why can't today be friday already?!
i'm taking my mom to the neurologist in a couple of weeks... her migraines have gotten worse and now it's gotten to the point where the left side of her body goes numb and she can't walk straight... it comes and goes... yeah, clear signs of a stroke, pretty sh*tty. her blood pressure is so high, but all of this doesn't surprise me because i've been telling her to stick to a treatment for years and to try to just slow down and relax every once in a while, but it's all fallen on deaf ears. i do hope that she will do that now though because Derrick and Ileen need her. they're both so little still. :( my poor mom.
i wanna go home and nap.
on a good note, i'm hanging out with anne tomorrow night. i have so much to tell her and i'm sure she has a lot to tell me as well. i've missed her. she's so freaking great, not to mention best bartender EVER! =] i miss our random tuesday nights at the french restaurant drinking bottles of wine and having awesome desserts.