Jul 19, 2010 20:36
I had myself a good cry in the car on the way home, which continued for about an hour while I talked to Harrison and begged him to come home from work and let me cry to him. He couldn't, which is good because then I made myself get over it quicker. I cried for a little while longer, ate some ice cream and then I just...stopped. I sent out the emails to the companies that have been waiting for me to respond letting them know that I'd finally heard. And then I looked on some job websites that I frequently check. 1 had a last minute posting that I might end up doing this weekend. And I checked the website of the theatre that just rejected me...not the branch that I got the rejection from, but another branch (the one that handles all of the broadway touring shows) is looking for a company manager. I asked the guy I got the rejection email from to send an email to them on my behalf, if he knew anyone over there. I'm hoping that that pans out in some way...I'm upset, but I know that everything happens for a reason. That something better must be coming a long and that I have to keep the faith.