Sep 11, 2005 22:47
TALK 1
Aight so i lied about me keepin up to date with yall so i decided to go ahead and type up in here cuz everybody been askin me kin when u gon type in ur lj and i'm like i have nothing to say which was a lie. there has been a lot of shit on my mind lately which i really care not to talk about but i'ma let it out. as ya'll know danielle and i went to galveston for the labor day weekend which was suppose to draw us closer together but seems as if it had drawn us apart. things haven't been the same, its like i trip ova every lil thing she ask me well thats what she says. but i think things have change on both ends.she tells me she needed space i couldn't understand why. ok let me rewind we had sex and good sex at that real good. (felt kinda funny havin sex in a bedroom, been a min for me lol)so she gets home and starts thinking about the weekend real hard till the point she dont know what she wanna do. she wanna be with me but its the fact that we had sex that she trippin ova. i told her that it was bound to happen sooner or later and it happen sooner that she expected it's not like i rushed her into anything. well we had a lil talk and now we back to normal... i hope I LOVE U BABY!!!!
Talk 2
now i'm a pretty understandin person (baby dont trip ova this part ok) but its just somethings that u do and dont do. i tell u wat put urself in my shoes right fast. u and ur girl or u and ur nigga chillin in the room talkin and her/ his fone rings the pick up sounding all good then blows u off when u ask who it is and walks outside and have a convo with the person on the fone wouldnt u be pissed?! right u would, u'll be sittin the with what the fuck written all ova ur face, right? when u finally ask who it was on the fone and u are told and ex that runs ur blood hot right?
see i asked and i was told who it was. but when i ask why u had to go outside and talk on the fone, i was told "she and i have and understanding" i really dont give a flying fuck what kind of understandin ya'll have all i'm saying is u coulda have told ol girl i'ma call u back when i get home or later or sumthing like that. dont get me wrong i dont mind her talking to any of ex's because i trust her i really do but like i said its just somethings that u do and dont do.
OVA ALL
like i said things seem as if they have change and i dont know if its for the good or the bad all i know is that i'm wanna be with danielle for eva and eva i love her too much to lose her and if it means we cant have sex then i guess i would have to break up with her lol. naw baby i'm playin with but if it means that we have to stop then i'm willin to do that. i just wanna make u happy boo. i'm living for u, everyday of me wakin up knowin that i'm one day closer of askin u to marrying knowing that we are about to make a year makes me happy baby. i know u question my thoughts my words and even more my actions but i can't change who i am baby i'm just lil ol me who has fallen deeply in love with lil ol u and u already know that i will shout out to the world but u wont let me. fuck what my potnas say about me being sprung i don't give a damn because i know what i have here beside me. i got u baby and i wouldn't trade that in the world for anything. i just love u so let me love u with all my heart and soul. let me trust u with every aspect of my body. i wanna love u more emotionally, physically, mentally, and sexually. and i want u to do the same to boo.
THE END