Dancing tonight

[kimuro]

I will not be going. My beloved is experiencing dizziness today, and I wouldn't feel right. Or worse, I might get there, lose myself in the dancing and then feel like crap when I remember that I forgot to remember to worry about him.

Seriously, the thought of driving for half an hour away from him for no reason other than my own pleasure - it makes me shrivel inside. So I am remaining here at home.

Maybe next week.