Day 5 - Dragging
Not feeling so great today - probably allergies (I'm allergic to September, always have been). Whatever the reason, I have a dull aching pain behind my itchy aching eyes, no real appetite (although I keep wanting something to snack on - usually something bad for me) and no energy. B is worried about me - I'm not eating dinner and he's afraid I'm not eating at all. But - really - by the time he gets up for the day, I've usually already had two meals - one of them my major meal of the day - and I usually have a snack before preparing dinner because ... well, truth is, my body cycle is set two hours earlier than either his or his father's - the time they're ready to eat the last meal is far too late for me. With M gone, I don't feel up to the effort of ... well, anything.
M is leaving Israel tonight to come home - or early tomorrow. Does it count that he will be in the airport - the portal between borders in a way - long before boarding the plane which is scheduled to take off shortly after midnight (the border between days)? Does that make it today or tomorrow? That's all HIS local time, btw. In MY local time, he's leaving today, after 5 pm and that's when I'll start obsessively tracking his flight. He'll be home tomorrow around lunchtime.
He was up early last night/this morning - time enough to go down to the beach and take a proper dip in the Mediterranean. We both admitted that it was a good thing that I didn't go - he didn't really need me to manage stress and I would have just been in the way.
M is leaving Israel tonight to come home - or early tomorrow. Does it count that he will be in the airport - the portal between borders in a way - long before boarding the plane which is scheduled to take off shortly after midnight (the border between days)? Does that make it today or tomorrow? That's all HIS local time, btw. In MY local time, he's leaving today, after 5 pm and that's when I'll start obsessively tracking his flight. He'll be home tomorrow around lunchtime.
He was up early last night/this morning - time enough to go down to the beach and take a proper dip in the Mediterranean. We both admitted that it was a good thing that I didn't go - he didn't really need me to manage stress and I would have just been in the way.