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Jun 22, 2005 23:04


i dont even have the energy to curse right now. the power went out....right after i clicked "update". i had hoped it went through cuz the page had started to go before it turned off. but no such luck for this kid. i think everything is against me right now.

im so tired, physically, mentally, emotionally. ive been making myself wake up at 9 every morning. i dont know why. i wake up then and instead of going back to sleep i get out of bed, even though im still tired. and its not like i have to get up. i just do. and im not getting to bed till after 12. i might go to bed before then, but my mind is too full and i just cant sleep because im thinking so much. theres too much going on right now. i cant take it. i just want to cry. but i dont let myself do that. its a sign of weakness. even though no one is watching. i cant type more. i had just typed alot here and a long email to dan. then the power went out. i cant think anymore, im going to go crazy.

Kimmy

i looked away then i looked back at you
you tried to say things that you cant undo
if i had my way, id never get over you
todays the day i pray that we make it through
make it through the fall, make it through it all

and i dont wanna fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare at you
i dont wanna talk about it
and i dont want a conversation
i just wanna cry in front of you
i dont wanna talk about it
cause im in love with you
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