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so today i colored my pictures for the coloring contest, well worked on them. nowhere near done. almost done with one, havent started the other. im actually trying, but i doubt ill win anyways. i dont care, its fun still. then i went to applebee's with my mom :) o man o man i love ceaser salads. i havent had one in so long, so i got one. it was sooo good. then i got steak which was eh, not cooked enough but i was really hungry so i ate it anyways. it was good. then we went to walmart, i lost my mom and tried calling her but she never picked up, so i saw darren and we looked together lol. found her, i got a pair of carpis. fun stuff. then i worked on the worm picture more. it looks good. dunno what color i want the worm yet. or the umbrella. i did the grass and sky and puddles and the other little things. so yeah. ive been playing games on here. i had wanted to go to the movies tonight but no one was on. i would like to actually hang out with dan, but i know thats not gonna happen for a long time. sigh. im not going to get into this. yesterday was good, i got to spend some time with him and talk to him during that stupid green and gold thing. i liked watching the silly olymipcs, good view from the stands. you could actually see jamie next to collin in the 3-legged race. they did good. it was funny. i enjoyed being out of class, talking with megan and jillian and my other friends. i wasnt really in the mood to walking around. i did some at the beginning, but there was just so many people and all. and the booths yeah they were alright, some looked the same as the past 2 years have been. but yeah it was definately better than having 1 1/2 hour long classes and stuff. the meet was good, i said how i did already. i dunno why im updating again, i guess i just felt like it.
im really gonna miss school and my friends, but ill still see most of them next year. and i think once i get out of high school hopefully idont have to deal with all the drama. im so sick of it. god i cant even write stuff in here without people getting offended. so i cant write whats on my mind right now. people are gay. really. we all (including me) need to just get over it and stop being pussies and grow the hell up. not like anyone is going to care in 10 years. they will hopefully still be your friend and care about you, but you wont remember all of this crap you make such a freaking big deal out of now. so yeah....whatever. im talking about myself too, so dont go cry about it and think im mad at you. im not. im just in a bitchy mood all of a sudden.
blah. try to get out of that. i really will miss you guys. despite what i just said. cuz im the same way and i know it lol. the first step is admitting you have a problem or something. only this isnt an addiction to anything hehe. see im getting out of my bad mood already. maybe cuz dan just got on for a minute and even though it really was like only 2 minutes i still like to talk to him. i eat those dove dark chocolate promises where on the wrapper theres a little saying like advice and all, one i like says "Savor every happy moment." i do that with dan, cuz i dont get much time with him. so i enjoy the time i do get. i love him. hes a funny kid. yeah.
oooh grad nite is on friday!!! heck yes! that is gonna be one awesome time. the one thing i KNOW i am doing is going to watch yellowcard perform. if i dont i think ill cry. well maybe not cry. but i like yellowcard. they is good. and all of my music by them is on my other computer. darn my brother for not plugging that drive back in so i could get it. (jk jon i love you). ill get it next time im up there i hope. anyways........i cant wait till friday. its gonna be so awesome im gonna have to buy like so much mountain dew in order to stay up all night though haha. it will be good hanging out with lisa and probably amy, meghan, maria, and all those others.
another thing is districts which i already talked about in the last one. i really hope i run, you have no idea how bad. i ran my freshman year, i havent run in it since. i got 8th. we were 2A that year i think.....i dont remember. i never got to run in conference all 3 years. i ran in the 'tri-county- thing this year. so that counts for somethin i guess. but ive actually enjoyed track this year, im really going to miss it. and theres like the people who know they will compete in districts and the people who dont want to or dont care. theres not a whole lot who have no clue if they are running. theres even less of us who are like that and a senior, in fact im probably the only one.....and i want to run so bad. i finally broke through that mental barrier last week. i know i can do good in the mile. i havent succeeded with that in the 2 mile yet. but thats ok. i finally convinced myself i can do good in the mile and all, and i have done good. i dont think ive wanted to ever compete so much as i want to on thursday. if i dont i better be able to go watch. id even run up the stairs 1500 times like i did last year. cuz i wanna be a part of the last meet. our last meet as a team before the individuals move on. its going to be really sad. if i run it will be my last race. if i dont run, then my last ran was friday. which was good, well the mile. i dont even consider the 2 mile as a run, i had no energy left. i needed a powerbar or something lol. i finally knew what they mean about leaving it all on the track, cuz thats what happened after that mile. i did leave it all. so cool. i already talking about this. im rambling. but i dont care. im gonna miss track so much. i liked it alot this year. i remember last year i thought about quitting so many times, and at the end of the year i didnt wanna do it this year. and the beginning i wasnt even sure if i wanted to this year, i almost didnt sign up. what a mistake that wouldve been. i actually had fun this year. me and ms. bullock actually got along this year lol. im actually running well. its nice. and its almost over. 3 more practices. 1 more meet--hopefully.
haha i just hit update but i wasnt done. i forgot i hadnt finished. oops. well i think im dong anyways, cuz its midnight. and i should probably get a little bit of sleep since i gotta wake up for church tomorrow. then i have to do that stupid english project. nothing like procrastinating!!! actually i found some helpful info today. i just gotta write it all out. the thing only has to be like 7 paragraphs. i gotta finish my pictures tomorrow too. busy day, busy day. considering i wasted like 2 hours today doing nothing. good job kimster. oh and i have to finish lord of the flies by monday. 12 chapters, im on either 8 or 9 now. i dont see why we have to be done by monday we dont have the study guides for 10-12 and we have taken any quizzes since the one on chp 3. oh well, i guess reed knows what hes doing. speaking of reed, i need to buy some. some reeds, for my clarinet that is. spike doesnt like the one have now. i dont either. i think i have one more. yeah. so thats cool. i gotta buy gas sometime this week for my van......this starting the draining of my money. yay. i really need to mow the lawn too, so i can get some more money. not much money, but some. i dont have time though. maybe i can do it monday after track, it gets dark later now so i should be able to do at least part of it. then the rest tuesday. i need to before my dad comes home on wednesday or he will flip and ask why i spend all my time online and i dont mow the grass. when ive barely been on in the past few weeks. ive been on like 4 hours in all today. thats the most in a while. i didnt even get on half the days this week, ive been too tired. yeah....and probably the beginning of may ill start applying for a job. i dont really want to start till after school ends cuz its too chaotic at the end of the year. id like to work at publix or something. i dunno. something easy would be nice. haha. publix is good, sandy liked working for them. so ill try there. iono where else, theres not much near me and i dont want to spend half my paycheck on the gas to get there considering gas prices these days. gosh almost 3 bucks in california. good grief im glad i live here. its insane. but my dad filled up my van 2 weeks ago, and its down to falk a tank now. ive done good. school and back 9 times, church a couple times, crystal river twice, and citrus springs once. so ill fill up later this week. so about every 2-2.5 weeks depending on where i go. not too shabby. i can deal with that. but like alot of my bday money im trying to save so i can use it till i get a job. ive done good so far. ok im like really really rambling. so im done. ill update in a few weeks since usually i only update this much in about that time lol. two in one day, whats te world coming to? haha jk. bye.
kimster
im really gonna miss school and my friends, but ill still see most of them next year. and i think once i get out of high school hopefully idont have to deal with all the drama. im so sick of it. god i cant even write stuff in here without people getting offended. so i cant write whats on my mind right now. people are gay. really. we all (including me) need to just get over it and stop being pussies and grow the hell up. not like anyone is going to care in 10 years. they will hopefully still be your friend and care about you, but you wont remember all of this crap you make such a freaking big deal out of now. so yeah....whatever. im talking about myself too, so dont go cry about it and think im mad at you. im not. im just in a bitchy mood all of a sudden.
blah. try to get out of that. i really will miss you guys. despite what i just said. cuz im the same way and i know it lol. the first step is admitting you have a problem or something. only this isnt an addiction to anything hehe. see im getting out of my bad mood already. maybe cuz dan just got on for a minute and even though it really was like only 2 minutes i still like to talk to him. i eat those dove dark chocolate promises where on the wrapper theres a little saying like advice and all, one i like says "Savor every happy moment." i do that with dan, cuz i dont get much time with him. so i enjoy the time i do get. i love him. hes a funny kid. yeah.
oooh grad nite is on friday!!! heck yes! that is gonna be one awesome time. the one thing i KNOW i am doing is going to watch yellowcard perform. if i dont i think ill cry. well maybe not cry. but i like yellowcard. they is good. and all of my music by them is on my other computer. darn my brother for not plugging that drive back in so i could get it. (jk jon i love you). ill get it next time im up there i hope. anyways........i cant wait till friday. its gonna be so awesome im gonna have to buy like so much mountain dew in order to stay up all night though haha. it will be good hanging out with lisa and probably amy, meghan, maria, and all those others.
another thing is districts which i already talked about in the last one. i really hope i run, you have no idea how bad. i ran my freshman year, i havent run in it since. i got 8th. we were 2A that year i think.....i dont remember. i never got to run in conference all 3 years. i ran in the 'tri-county- thing this year. so that counts for somethin i guess. but ive actually enjoyed track this year, im really going to miss it. and theres like the people who know they will compete in districts and the people who dont want to or dont care. theres not a whole lot who have no clue if they are running. theres even less of us who are like that and a senior, in fact im probably the only one.....and i want to run so bad. i finally broke through that mental barrier last week. i know i can do good in the mile. i havent succeeded with that in the 2 mile yet. but thats ok. i finally convinced myself i can do good in the mile and all, and i have done good. i dont think ive wanted to ever compete so much as i want to on thursday. if i dont i better be able to go watch. id even run up the stairs 1500 times like i did last year. cuz i wanna be a part of the last meet. our last meet as a team before the individuals move on. its going to be really sad. if i run it will be my last race. if i dont run, then my last ran was friday. which was good, well the mile. i dont even consider the 2 mile as a run, i had no energy left. i needed a powerbar or something lol. i finally knew what they mean about leaving it all on the track, cuz thats what happened after that mile. i did leave it all. so cool. i already talking about this. im rambling. but i dont care. im gonna miss track so much. i liked it alot this year. i remember last year i thought about quitting so many times, and at the end of the year i didnt wanna do it this year. and the beginning i wasnt even sure if i wanted to this year, i almost didnt sign up. what a mistake that wouldve been. i actually had fun this year. me and ms. bullock actually got along this year lol. im actually running well. its nice. and its almost over. 3 more practices. 1 more meet--hopefully.
haha i just hit update but i wasnt done. i forgot i hadnt finished. oops. well i think im dong anyways, cuz its midnight. and i should probably get a little bit of sleep since i gotta wake up for church tomorrow. then i have to do that stupid english project. nothing like procrastinating!!! actually i found some helpful info today. i just gotta write it all out. the thing only has to be like 7 paragraphs. i gotta finish my pictures tomorrow too. busy day, busy day. considering i wasted like 2 hours today doing nothing. good job kimster. oh and i have to finish lord of the flies by monday. 12 chapters, im on either 8 or 9 now. i dont see why we have to be done by monday we dont have the study guides for 10-12 and we have taken any quizzes since the one on chp 3. oh well, i guess reed knows what hes doing. speaking of reed, i need to buy some. some reeds, for my clarinet that is. spike doesnt like the one have now. i dont either. i think i have one more. yeah. so thats cool. i gotta buy gas sometime this week for my van......this starting the draining of my money. yay. i really need to mow the lawn too, so i can get some more money. not much money, but some. i dont have time though. maybe i can do it monday after track, it gets dark later now so i should be able to do at least part of it. then the rest tuesday. i need to before my dad comes home on wednesday or he will flip and ask why i spend all my time online and i dont mow the grass. when ive barely been on in the past few weeks. ive been on like 4 hours in all today. thats the most in a while. i didnt even get on half the days this week, ive been too tired. yeah....and probably the beginning of may ill start applying for a job. i dont really want to start till after school ends cuz its too chaotic at the end of the year. id like to work at publix or something. i dunno. something easy would be nice. haha. publix is good, sandy liked working for them. so ill try there. iono where else, theres not much near me and i dont want to spend half my paycheck on the gas to get there considering gas prices these days. gosh almost 3 bucks in california. good grief im glad i live here. its insane. but my dad filled up my van 2 weeks ago, and its down to falk a tank now. ive done good. school and back 9 times, church a couple times, crystal river twice, and citrus springs once. so ill fill up later this week. so about every 2-2.5 weeks depending on where i go. not too shabby. i can deal with that. but like alot of my bday money im trying to save so i can use it till i get a job. ive done good so far. ok im like really really rambling. so im done. ill update in a few weeks since usually i only update this much in about that time lol. two in one day, whats te world coming to? haha jk. bye.
kimster